First and Last...

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Today is the last day of March

And this will be my last post in March

So I'm going to make a conclusion for my March

Within this month

syane.ms.h2o experienced a lot of things

I gained new things

I lost somethings

No pain no gain mah

Life is like a curve

There are positive and negative curve

It's like a cubic curve 

There are some turning points

I just glanced through my posts in March

As you can read from there,you can know my life in March

Quite interesting for me

But now those have become my memory ady

Fond memory

Today I flashed back a lot of things

That's why I'm here

Hehe

Now you can understand the "Last" from the blog title right?

About the "First"

It is because I'm undergoing a new process

Sound weird right?

Haha

I don't know

But the "First" means I wish to have a new and better life

A better me too

I don't know what I have done wrongly

Maybe hurt someone or what indirectly

But I just want to apologise here

I'm so sorry..

Dear readers

Don't get prank or prank people tmr ooh

Happy April Fool

Have a nice weekend too

Karma....

Being buried by tonnes of homework

Being buried by the coming tests

It's the time for me to take my breath here

Time for me to relax myself and vent sth here

Hehe

A short post will do

Thing that I don't want it to happen

Finally it happened

I can do nothing except doubting and wondering

It's a karma

I did it to other then now it's my turn to experience it

Cause & Consequence

So I will not say anything

Smile smile smile 

And the thing will "fade out"

Hopefully

Because I cannot afford anymore if I didn't get myself away from that

To my readers

Don't scratch your head and wonder what I'm talking about

This is my inner voice 

So it is a secret =)

Pray hard for me and give me some supports will do

I need courage and determination desperately

See you

I want to Try...

I want something different

I want to be different too

So,my conclusion is to make changes

I want to make it real

Actually I think we need to make some changes according to the circumstances

So I think I have to be different

I don't want to be tensed up easily

This is the "old" syane.ms.h2o 

So I want to try my best to get rid of it

From now on

I should convert all the stress into motivations 

which can push me work harder

But I cannot be a nerd without any entertainments

It will bring bad effects

Carefree lifestyle

Sounds not bad wee...

So the 1st thing is the change in attitude

Next,I should make some changes in syane.ms.h2o's lifestyle

Cannot be too dependent on something

Once you expect something,then you will feel disappointed

I used to believe this and that will happen

But sometimes it doesn't

Then I will feel disappointed and gloomy

So bad

I should get rid of this

Don't always put expectation in everything

I'm scared to "taste" the feeling of disappointment

It's so "yucky"

*A lot of things have changed

It's different right now

which I feel uneasy with it*

After that,I would like to try to have some changes in my image

Don't worry

I won't undergo plastic surgery 

I mean I want to try something new

which I never try before

Let's see how

Actually I want to try a lot of things which I never experience before

Since I am young now

I want to have something new and different

Once I grow

I will never be able to come back and experience the same things again

I don't want be too conservative or KOLOT as my sis said

I want to tell

I AM NOT!!!!!!!!

I want to try...

I want to change...

I want a new syane.ms.h2o...

*Thanks piggie

You teach me a lot of things

From you

I actually learn something that ...

Hmm...don't know how to say

In a nutshell,thanks=)

*Thanks to Group Bomb members

Especially my gang

I learn a lots from you too

Thanks=)

Today is my 1st time to burn my hours as a volunteer in HELP

as a SASArian

I made new friends

The lovely twins

Shin Ying & Shin Lin

They are very nice and friendly

Nice to meet them

And Wen Yi

Three of them are from Group C in SASA

syane.ms.h2o wishes the Fruit Ninja that we are going to organise can be carried out smoothly

=)

To my dear Darlz,Noname and Sweet Pumpkin

I wish you can figure the way out asap

No more confusion

If you are quite sure about the way you choose then just go ahead

Don't hesitate anymore

I wish your plan can be carried out smoothly

Have a bright future 

*Don't forget to tell me your decision

I will support you fully

=)

I wonder...

SPM result was the hot topic for 230311 & 240311

Nonstop with "As"

Friends

Wipe your tear and move forward

It's the time for you to pursue what you are going to do

It's not the time for you to feel either excited or depressed ady

Wake up

Find your new resolution

and start planning your new life

I found my new resolution

and I must be more determined to do that

No one can succeed without putting any effort

Cheer up,my friends

syane.ms.h2o is here if you need

*To tempura - You're the best for me =)

*Especially darlz

Don't make me worry and I want to hear your "irritating" voice tommorow

We meet yea =)

Do not judge people based on their result

That paper is a ticket for you to move forward to a bright future

But it doesn't reveal your characteristics

About SPM

Please take out your pen and put a full stop there.

.

I wonder

Human will realise the importance of somebody when the one is not around

You will appreciate more when the person is not around

Right?

If the person is important for you

You will definitely feel one kind if the person is not around

Hmm...

If I disappear one day,

what would you feel ar?

I just wonder

=)

syane.ms.h2o would like to thank everyone 

Thanks for your wishes

*Especially thanks to my family members

My beloved teachers

My dearest juniors

My lovely best friends

Have a bright future

Consider carefully about the course you are going to take

Hwaiting!!

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This is the important date for most of the SPM candidates 2010

I miss my beloved teachers the most

Glad to see those teachers and they still can remember me

Their face showed that they are proud of me

They feel satisfied

Thanks a lot,my teachers

Because of your hard work and patience

*bow 90 degree*

Although my result is not the top

Life is full of challenges

I feel satisfied with what I had

I like what one of my classmate said

Raj : " It's past now and it's the time to get on other stuff.."

It's true

The SPM result slip is important for us

But even if the result is not really good

We can change nothing

For those who got an excellent result

Congratulations =)

For those who are not satisfied with their result

Smile and consider what you're going to do next

syane.ms.h2o wishes you to have a bright future

The turning point in your life

Hope you can do well in the future

Never say never

*Sounds familiar right?Whose quote is this?*

=)

It's the time to wake up 

Do what you should do

I should have new resolution

I hope to see A*

So I have to work very very hard

Don't give up easily

Be more determined 

You can do it!!!!!

Thara darlz

You are good!

Don't give up

Try your best to do the best in the future

I believe you can do it

I will cross my fingers and pray hard for you

Hope you can get what you want yea

=)

Time will cure the wounds

Things will be forgotten as time flies

Pain will be reduced as time flies

Colour will fade as time flies

Same goes to a lot of thing else

True right?

Human is realistic 

People will approach to you when you have the "use"

They will leave you once you are "useless"

This is what human will do

Not to say I'm pessimistic 

But this is the truth

Realistic...

I'm weird today

I'm so sorry

Unreachable...

Time flies

A lot of things have changed

It is no longer the same as before

Sounds familiar?

This is my status on 190311

Don't you feel so?

Your friends and you are in different path now

They have their new life

You have your own life

You can just miss those sweet moments

But you will never have the chance to go back

Life still goes on 

The previous chapter of life is ended

You author the new chapter of life

Hold the pen

Make your life more interesting and colourful

Maybe this chapter won't be as interesting as the previous chapter

But this is your destiny

God arranged everything and you are the one who experience it

Accept everything with a sweet broad smile

Then you can live an awesome life

=)

Friends

We are stepping into a bigger and more complicated society
Although the life won't be as smooth as you thought

Don't lost faith on yourselves

Hwaiting!!!!!!!!

Any decision that you made

I will support fully

*under special circumstances*

Hehe

To SPM candidates 2010

All the best tomorrow

We can't change anything on the result slip

So let us face it together

Accept it with an opened heart

I will cross my fingers and pray hard for everyone

Hope we can get excellent result

*Must have enough sleep tonight

*No insomnia 

*See you tomorrow

*Group B members,best of luck!!!!!!!!

I faced an awkward situation few days ago

OMG

The mist

But I think someone felt more awkward than me

Right??

*nodding*

My dad has become my passenger for 2 days

I still have to improve my driving skill

My dad asked me today

You dare to drive alone or not?

syane.ms.h2o : Err...I don't think so...

I need to gain more experience lar

I'm still a beginner

Have to learn what

Piggie you wait patiently lar

I will become a more careful and wiser driver than you!!!

Actually my mind is quite messy right now

Hehe

There is just 50% of inspiration only

So poor thing

That's why I couldn't blog well

So sorry yea

R.I.P. our Chancellor and Chairperson Tan Sri Datuk Paduka Hajjah Saleha Bte Mohd Ali

*Although I never meet you before*

Just a Dream...

Do you ever think

People from different world

What will happen when they meet?

Will it be an attraction or a repulsion?

Attraction

They wouldn't have any gap between themselves

Chat whatever they like

Whenever they want

Bla bla bla non stop

I believe you have this kind of friends around you

Those are friends who are nice to chat with

*Nodding*

Once you are close to someone

You will have no reason for it

Because it is intangible and indescribable 

There is a natural force of attraction 

About repulsion

What I can say is 

Force no happiness

Once the boundary is there

You couldn't get 100 % as what efforts you have put in

That's what I feel lar

Maybe I'm wrong 

Who knows

Hehe

To sweet pumpkin

Thanks for your concern

I'm getting better

I know you miss me 

To Shawn

Haha

This is the first time I address you like this here

Quite weird but I believe I will use to it soon

Let's date

Deal?

To Piggie

Thanks for your concern

I'm fine to bully you again

You better watch out

And I won't let your beloved to make my Garden of Tranquility become messy

and dirty

Thanks for your recommendation

All Cekalians and my beloved teachers
Let's meet on 23 March
And Mr.Sho
I miss you so much
I will buy a cake with the formula on the cake
x equals to negative b plus minus square root b square minus 4ac over 2a
Hahahahhahahahah
Pugushipoyo

I'm Weird...

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I don't know what happen to me

But I think today is definitely not my day

I emo today

=( 

I hate it since the frequency of getting emo nowadays has been reduced

I couldn't focus in doing my works

I couldn't think

I couldn't do this and that

My brain is like x.x

Malfunction again and again

I felt frustrated

But everything is happened without any valid reason

So sad

Now I'm going to sweep away all the emo viruses

Smile,syane.ms.h2o=)

Let all the knowledge enter your brain and stick there

Alright?

Congratulation to Peck Kei and Jia Yi

They have passed their driving test

=)

Sweet pumpkin & Noname

I miss you so much

I wanna meet you all

But weekends will do

My beloved intimates ever

Stay happy

IELTS

Now I'm still considering

Initially I want to take it next year

But is it good for me to take around May or June?

Can you give me your opinion?

Tempura,what do you think?

My friend is going to take it during that period

Whenever I mention about Mr.J

Mr.C will be very happy

I know you are laughing right now

Haha

I'm going to zoo again on 26 March

Volunteer again

Let's see we are being assigned to which "department" this time

Say bye to reptile but I miss the reptile and the coordinator there

He is a nice man

*Say bye bye to emo-ness

*Normal syane.ms.h2o will be back

=)

It's just simple...

Disaster,disaster and disaster

This is what we can read from the newspaper

Cross your fingers and pray for the victims in Japan

Hope they can be free from pain and suffer

Be tough and you can make your days for colourful and meaningful in the future

I believe that everyone in the world are praying for you

Be tough

There will be a rainbow after the thunderstorm

Most of the people said they will appreciate everything in their life after seeing this kind of disaster happened in the world

But I think the way you appreciate should be shown in your action during your daily life

not just a status in Facebook or a message

Thing will just work when you do it

but not just say it loudly

A simple action will do

=)

Love

An abstract thing which is intangible

Different people will have different perspective

Most of the elder people will advise the next generation 

Open your eyes big big when you are searching for your partner

Especially to girls

If you talk about love and feeling

these should just encounter 2 people

Other people like or dislike

They have no right to object unless the couples mind what they said

But once your family dislike your partner

You will feel the pressure

Depend on how you take it

Choose the right one in your life

For those who don't have the partner yet

Don't so worry about that

Time and fate will bring the right person to you

For those who have the partner right now

Do appreciate them and try to be understanding

You will make your life sweeter

=)

To sweet pumpkin & noname.mr.h2o

Welcome back to KL

I know both of you are haevy-hearted

But that will be a fond memory for you

Your friends there will not forget you

as you are a fantastic friend

I'm sure they will agree with me

Enjoy your days in KL

Have a bright future

=)

23 March will be a special day for the SPM candidates of 2010

syane.ms.h2o wishes you can get an excellent result

Let's welcome those Apples with a plus sign

No matter good or bad

We still have to accept

At least you have tried your best

Hwaiting,my friends

*Mr.C,don't get too excited when Mr.J is scanning you

Hahahahahaha

You are his target

Watch out!!!

Hahahahahahahaha

That's what I feel...

On 5th of January 2011

That day was the first day for me to reborn

I knew I have to start a new life

I knew I'm going to work hard in order to survive

People who are from different types of background are brought together by fate

We met and we got to know each other

I know I'm going to work harder than others

as I can feel there is a gap 

To eliminate the gap,I have to do something

I learn from zero

I don't know your culture there

So I have to learn

I learn to speak English like you

I learn to chat with you normally

I changed

I'm different compared to the syane.ms.h2o before

I may be dumb and others may look down at me

But I attempt to improve myself

Just to become better

I'm willing to learn anything which I don't know

Seriously...

My Physics sucks

Seriously,I have to put more and more effort on it

Organise the time wisely

Say bye bye to laziness will do

I should work hard and enjoy the life simultaneously

True true

*nodding*

You will never know what is the actual feeling of doing something that you never do before

Never try,never know

If there is a suitable timing and suitable condition

why don't you have a try?

You won't lost anything but you may be able to gain something else

Dear readers

If you feel want to try something out

just go ahead 

But you must make sure the timing is correct

Do the right thing at the right time

All the best

=)

It's complicated...

Congratulations & Celebrations

I will be getting my P license soon

And I'm going to gain some experiences on the road

*Thanks for the wishes from my family and friends before and after the test

*Thanks for the lucks which you lent it to me

A meal will do,right?

=)

I met my friends during my driving test

Primary schoolmates and secondary schoolmates

It was raining heavily yesterday 

I was waiting for a long time

Even got wet during my test

Was running from one site to another sites

The peak of yesterday : I passed the driving test WITHOUT BRIBING

*I emphasise on that because this is the 1st question which my classmates asked me*

*You bribe???*

The turning point of yesterday : I celebrated with my homework

I swear

I will never skip class unless there is a need to do so

I was suffering in doing the homework yesterday

Scratching my head to solve those questions

I hope I can catch up 

=)

I like the atmosphere yesterday 

*thumbs up*

*secret*

To Thara

It's nice to meet you up that day

I will remember the stupid Vanilla

Thanks for spending your time to chat with me

Nice=)

Today it seems whole class are very 38

Never stop laughing

Never stop teasing

This is my 1st time to walk from Main Block To KPD 

Caramel Ice Blended from Jenn

Thanks,Jenn^^

We had ice cream time too

*yummy*

Lastly

Happy birthday to my heng dai/ji mui : Raymond

and the tallest giraffe : Rajpal

Photography session 

&

Black and White tmr

=)

I found that I always forget what I want to post when I come to here

I'm so sorry...

Will update you soon

=)

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A long night...

I supposed to do a lot things tonight

since I have planned what I have to do tonight

Yet,I didn't even fulfill any one of the tasks

A long and freezing night for me

Wish to have a cup of hot coffee now

I feel drowsy but I don't know why

My mind is flying now

I don't know what to do since I have no mood to do revision

That's why I just do notes to spend my time

Suddenly,I "walk" until Garden of Tranquility

So I'm here now

Just now was listening to Jason Mraz's songs

As you know,I seldom listen to English songs

But I found his song is very nice

comfortable to listen to

Something wrong with me tonight

A long night with a messy mind

During the drowsiness 

this sentence popped out 

"Fate is the one which pulls everyone together.."

Now I need peacefulness 

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It is so Funny..

  Thank God

I didn't die in my Bio test

But I really need to improve in my answering skill

I didn't have any confidence in doing the Physics test today

Just tried my best to apply what I have learnt and revised

It's over!!

Today we had fun during our Biology Practical class

We played while waiting for the coagulation

Like a 38 gang

We were able to find those people who have special talents

Jenn's finger is the main thing

So scary

Like no bone

This two day I joined Jia Yee,Jenn and Li Shiann to have our lunch

Mama's Kitchen & Li Shiann's favourite chao kuay teow

We chatted and laughed

Jia Yee is abnormal for this few days

Thanks for your tease and promotion

You have done a good job

Should consider sales as your part time job

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My dear sis

Do what you think you suit ok?

Consider carefully 1st 

Anyway,syane.ms.h2o will always support your decision

To Zee Rence and Yt

*********************************

Thanks for those weird questions

You all are so funny

But your questions always make me speechless 

I know you all enjoy doing that 

Laugh laugh laugh

My dearest classmates

You all treat me very "nicely" hor..

Hahahahahaha

Btw, I have some surprises 

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Thanks to Jaine Mushroom Heng

My inspiration is gone because of you

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Last but not least

This is especially to Athena Choo Jia Yee

FRAMEWORK

Aim : To investigate the relationship between keep quiet and the reaction of syane & xxx

Hypothesis : The longer the time keeping quiet,the more awkward it is

Variables : 

*Secret

Procedure :

*Secret

Conclusion : *I will know soon..*

But syane.ms.h2o doesn't think You are able to do it!!!!

Hahaha

Further study here I come

Will start doing research on it

IELTS

Here I come soon

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