It has been a while I ditched my little garden.
Time flies and I am currently in week 6 of my third semester.
Third semester should be a super hectic semester as the time table is crazily packed and there are many modules we need to cover.
Surprisingly, I am more slacked than the previous two semesters. This shouldn't be that way and I know it.
Now I am trying hard to pull myself back on track and control my playfulness.
I keep reminding myself about my target so that I will be motivated and feel determined to continue my journey. Just need to be more hardcore and I may be able to reach what I wish to.
As time passes, I get to understand people around me more.
Slowly I can see different sides of them. Some sides may not be what I have expected but acceptance is what I have to learn.
It seems many incidents happened recently and I feel a bit sick to face and handle it.
Well, I don't have much choices as the inner feeling started to take over me. I think I have the responsibility to get it done and fix it. The outcome will never be desirable.
I understand because I can't please everyone. Those who understand me will know my intention.
I shall spend more time on what I should or what I've ignored.
I shall pack those rubbish feelings and start working harder.
"Maturity is not when we start speaking big things. It is when we start understanding small things."
