The purpose, The action, The impact

Few days to go
I'm going to start my Edexcel A-Levels Term 2
I have to pack my mood to get myself ready for the hectic life
My time table is out finally
The time table is quite packed
No break in between the classes
I think my brain is going to be saturated
Now I have to sort my mind out
I must know what I am going to do
Direction is very important for me
Just now my friend mentioned about the future
I found that I'm kinda lost
That's not a good phenomenon
I wish I can smile and walk forward
I want to be a happy girl
Actually nowadays I'm kinda carefree ady

Not to care that much
That is not like previous syane.ms.h2o
Actually I just want to be ordinary
I carry out my obligation
That's all
Everyone is so special
I have so many special and awesome friends
You are just too awesome
Whatever or whoever is good
Don't leave syane.ms.h2o
Please....
I want to have you with me
Promise gives us the strength to forward as we have expectation
On the other hand
It gives us the chance to get hurt
Because out of 100%
I would say about 80% of us won't be able to fulfill
You raise the one to the heaven
And you release your hands and make him/her undergoes free fall
Wounds are everywhere

All of a sudden
I would like to say
I like to sing!!
And I miss Starbucks
I wish I can overwhelm in the aroma of Starbucks coffee
& the wonderful music world

Reminders, Thoughts, Trip

Let me share some happy moments with you
The Bomb in Genting
First and foremost
Thank you,Samuel for organising a nice trip
Secondly
Thank you,Jonathan for those nice photos
I found that our classmates are shy in front of camera
So let's keep those images in our memory instead of camera memory

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We gathered in One Utama
Khai went to Genting on his own from Titiwangsa
Divya was late and she took the next bus
9 of us
( Samuel, Rajpal, Cavan, Jon, Jenn, Li Shiann, Li Ying, Adelyn & Syane )
Genting Skyway, here we were
It has been a long time I didn't take cable car
We put our bags at the bell counter because we can only check in at 1500
Then we had breakfast at Marry Brown
Outdoor theme park, here we went
10 of us because Khai had joined us while Divya still on the way
We just had 1 ride

Too bad,it was raining around 1300
So we went to have lunch at Burger King
The guy gang took away KFC and brought in
They had KFC in Burger King
After the lunch, we went to theme park again for 2 rides
Then we checked in
Due to boredom, we played black jack in Sam's room
The guy gang continued playing Monopoly cards afterwards
Around 1800
Adelyn, Li Ying, Jenn, Li Shiann, Jon, Khai & I went to Starbucks
My favourite Starbucks
I ordered Caramel Macchiato
It was extremely nice to have a Starbucks hot drink there
Warm...
1900
We had dinner but Jenn, Li Shiann, Khai & I didn't eat
So we went to theme park again
4 of us thought that it was not worthy to pay so much and just had 3 rides
Therefore, we were willing to top up 10 bucks to make it worth
Ended up we had 11 rides
I would say we were crazy that night
Li Shiann & I played Corkscrew for 4 times

Khai played for 3 times
Khai & I played Space Shot
Jenn was not feeling so well
So she didn't play much
Li Shiann, Khai & I were crazy
Cyclone for twice
Swing for twice
Ultimately, we were wet
Because we played the Sungai Rejang one
I forgot the name

When the wind blew, we all were shivering
It was really cold especially when we were all wet
From hair till toes.xD
We went back to hotel and took our bath
While we were playing, the guy gang were playing Monopoly card again
Monopoly addict
After watching Private Practice,Li Shiann & I were off to bed
Sailed to Slumberland
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All the girls except Divya went to have Mcd Breakfast
While drinking the coffee, I miss my Starbucks very much
Hehe..I'm addicted to Starbucks
After that we joined the guy gang because they were bowling at the same time
Before that, we accompanied Adelyn to Cotton On
I played few times on behalf of Khai
No more GUTTER,Khai
Around 1200
We checked out
Had lunch in Vietnam House
All of a sudden, Jenn ordered Heineken & Sprite
She wished to make Shandy
Haha..but original tastes nice
Pool time
Let's welcome our SUPER POOL aka Li Shiann
She beat Sam & Raj
It was awesome to watch it
We sat in the gondola when it was raining heavily
Quite scary wee..
It stopped for twice and it swung
We reached the bus station at 1605
Rajpal, Sam, Cavan & Jon played Chor Dai D while waiting for the bus
At 1700,the bus arrived
I was reading my novel and listening to music in the bus
All of a sudden,sth attacked me
My mood weather became cloudy
We reached One Utama at 1750
Everyone gave Sam a hug before going back
Since he is going to leave us and go to Monash University
Sam, all the best in doing your MUFY & medicine in Monash
We will definitely miss you
Our awesome saxophonist
Glad to know you
You're such a funny guy

{ Part 2 - Moody post }
Yesterday night, Sunday mood attacked me again
I had no mood to reply msg
Sorry,Sweet Pumpkin
After finish reading my novel,I can't stand it anymore
Some more the stupid connection made me feel worse
I was unable to come to Garden of Tranquility

I was so upset and frustrated
So I chose the best way - sleep
I used my little pillow to cover my face
So nobody can see
Spill h2o
Fine,it is over now
No point for me to mention it again

Sorry,this is quite long huh?

Noname,seriously..
I miss my long hair too
Darling,I saw Eat,Pray,Love
But it is English version
Where got Chinese version?
I will know my result on Zee Rence's birthday
180811
Pray hard
040711,I'm going to get myself busy again
Welcome,hectic life

Cookies with love..

Kitchen is the place
where can spread the "wonderful aroma" in a family
These few days
I enjoyed my time in the kitchen
I baked cookies & cakes
It is quite time-consuming
But it is worthy to wait
Once the aroma is diffused in the air
I felt excited and satisfied
Just pray that my cookies will be tasty
Overall is okay but I got a failure
My orange cake...
Today I cooked dinner for my family
It is really nice to cook for my family
Even though those are just simple dishes
At least I took the first step to do it
In the future,I believe cooking & baking will be my hobbies
Just read Darling's bloggie
I like it so much
It makes me miss my college life
I scared I can't adapt in the first week after such a long break
I found that I have an ordinary holiday
Most of my classmates did attachment
Some of them were volunteering
It is much more meaningful than mine
But I enjoyed mine because I enjoyed the time with my family
Nothing is more important than this
That is extremely precious
Tea session with my dearest friends
I will make it if the time is okay yea
I like gathering moment
Something cannot be expressed by using words
So I can't express well
Yet,it may be my problem
Because I understand what is my standard
Suddenly wanna shout that
Single life is good

Where is the Sunlight?

My typical Sunday mood came back to me
Yes,Long Time No See
I wonder why are you here today?
Is it because of tiredness?
Once again, Garden of Tranquility is covered by dark clouds
I have no idea
So I will just ignore and off to bed later
About some particular matter
I think I will adapt soon
Life without you
Yeap, I can do it
And I wish I can think wisely and make an important decision
I must not feel regret
I must be able to handle it
For my own future
Think twice
*Announcements*
- syane.ms.h2o is a maxis user now
- JJ is THE BEST..=)
*Sorry..not in a right mood now..*
Where is the sunlight?

Impulsive

I don't know what happen to me
There is a weird and random thought appear in my mind
I never expect this will cross in my mind
I'm not sure since when
I would like to become a pharmacist or chemist
But this few days
I even think of becoming a D.O.C.T.O.R.
Is doctor!!!
I knew my EQ is not good
I may not be able to control my emotion well
But I wish to know why human suffer from the disease
How we should treat and cure the patients
I wonder lar
I don't know whether I will change my mind or not
**To Bee
All the best in your test
**To Noname
I wish I can know and help
All the best in your test too
**To mum & noobie
Get well soon

Destiny...

Destiny is defined as
- Power believed to control events
- Events that happen on sb/sth
(thought to be decided beforehand by fate)
I'm not great
But I hate the feeling of helpless
It makes me feel I'm such an useless person
I can do nothing on it
I can't even contribute any single effort
The feeling is suck
I understand everything is decided beforehand by fate or God
Anything that happen on someone will be his/her destiny
There is a thin line between the dark side and the bright side
Between the positive and the negative
Therefore, you are the key who determine where you want to be in

Your mind is the key who lead you to unlock the problem
It will be very easy when comes to verbal solution
By the time you are going to practise it
You will find that it is really tough
The toughness makes you feel that you're nobody
You're good for nothing
Here comes to devastation
Not everyone can take it
At this moment, I'm not optimistic
Sorry for being emotional
Force no happiness
Don't think sth other than what you supposed to have
You deserved what you have only
Not more than that
Not everything
Nothing is 100 %
Practically accepted
I'm just a human being
I have very little ability and strength to change a thing
Sorry for bringing rainy clouds to Garden of Tranquility

Inspiration and here you are..

It has been long time I used Chinese to blog
Here I am
Shift to another channel for a while yea
就心血来潮

因为好久没有用华文文字来抒发情绪
之前有听说过
人的一生有三位朋友
失去  遗憾  珍惜
人必须先失去某些事情
才感到遗憾
遗憾的是自己已经失去了
倘若能够失而复得
人才会懂得珍惜
所以珍惜往往是最后一个
因为人总是等到失去过才懂得珍惜
就好像你身边的人
一直陪伴你的人
一直以来或许你觉得对方的存在是理所当然
等到有一天
对方离开了你的身边
你才会觉得浑身不自在

空虚

好像少了些什么似的
在这个时候你才真正的感受到对方的重要性
如果你是幸运的那位
或许对方会回到你身边

但有些东西
错过了就无法回头了
时间是不会为任何人而停止
遗憾 ~ ~
虽然这是一个毫无新意的分享
但这是一个人人皆知的道理
不过不知为什么人们总是无法做到
为什么人们常说
当你的年龄越来越大
身边的朋友就越来越少？
但是我认为
朋友不需要多
交游广阔固然很好
但是如果身边连一位懂你的朋友都没有
那又有什么意义呢？

在人海茫茫当中
能遇到懂你的
体贴你的
对你好的知己
其实是一件很难得的事
朋友不需要多
有几位知心朋友就已经足够了
我很欣慰
身边有挺我的
陪伴我度过艰难的时刻的
死党  知己
真的希望你我能够陪在彼此的身边
感激不尽哦
*你丫
好好照顾自己的身体捏
早日康复哦
*你丫
不要给自己太大的压力
全力以赴
不要然自己有遗憾
*你丫
加油
赶快适应
赶快赶完手上的功课哦
*你们丫
早日和好吧
我不喜欢看见这样的你们
我想我该说的都说了
现在就做的总结吧
Back to English session
Sorry for those who can't understand Chinese
If you really use Google Translate
it will be weird
I'm so sorry

Busy vs Idle

I miss my busy life
One month is too long for me
I accepted a job and worked for 3 days
Then I didn't do anything ady
I feel bored and uncomfortable
Because I'm given too long time to rest and relax
Sounds so weird and contradicting huh?
I don't like aimless life
But please give me the strength to proceed what I plan to do
I don't know whether it works or not
Just hope that I manage to do it
On the other hand
I want to save money
Can anyone give me some tasks to do yea?
Laziness please search for new owner but not syane.ms.h2o please
*I hope you enjoy yourself there
**Pray hard for my friends
Wish you all can have strong determination to cope with what you're facing right now
All the best =)
*Hope my mum can get well soon

Special..It's you..

Do you know you are special?
Yes,you are
Everyone is unique
No one can replace anyone
You will have your own uniqueness
For me,my family and friends are special
After watching X-men First Class
I have the inspiration to update my bloggie
Don't ever look down on yourself
Because you cannot underestimate the hidden power in your subconscious mind
Some thing are really amazing
Those are intangible
I can really describe your uniqueness
All my great friends
Glad to have you with me
I understand I'm not easy to get along
But thanks because you're still with me
Who always support me and accompany me
There are many types of LOVE
I know some Love cannot be replaced
But you lost one of it doesn't mean it is the end of the world
You will still be able to find those who are be with you
They will never ditch you
I feel honoured to be your dustbin
Welcome yea
Actually after few hours
My inspiration has gone
But I just want to be here to share sth
Hope you all get what I mean yea
Btw,today I saw noobie's name in the movie
And I laughed
Haha
I miss guitar too
I'm in love with guitar
When I can own him leh?

I wish to buy one and learn how to play DESPERATELY
While I'm wandering in Garden of Tranquility
I think of a lot of things
Like walking down the memory lane again
But this time is different because I realise I didn't miss the thing I missed that day
It is an improvement actually
Now I don't mind to have no phone with me
It doesn't make much difference
I don't care ady
So now I'm out of inspiration
I'm so sorry..> <
So the conclusion is
YOU'RE SPECIAL wee...=)

Emptiness...

Out of sudden
I feel emptied
At the small corner of my heart
I miss your companion
Maybe because of habit
You used to accompany me
But when you're not here
I will feel one kind
Is it because I'm too dependent?

I don't know
Many of you play important roles in my life
Life is like a drama
Different characters will play their own role
But without one of the character
The drama will not be that interesting
So I cannot afford to lost anyone
At the same time
I shouldn't be too dependent
Must learn to live alone
Because no one is going to be with you every single moment
I can only overwhelm myself in the music
I have no idea how to cure my emptiness
Music and time will cure it
Sing to make myself feel better
I wish to find the peacefulness here
Thanks to Jessica
Thanks for your feedback =)
Glad to have you as my reader
Wish I can have an audience now
Who is willing to be here while I'm singing
=)
The world now is changing
Human being has transformed to be a monster
Dear readers especially girls
Please be careful if you are alone on the way back home
The next block of my government apartment
There are 2 rapists who raped a lady
They are monsters
Don't trust people easily
If people treat you sincerely then have to appreciate
But be alert in judging them
I will not hope to see any of you get hurt

Superwoman

I wish I can be a superwoman to help my friends to solve problem
Friends will confront to me because of trust
They trust me can be a good audience
To give some useful opinions
To ease their burden
I really really wish I can do so
I wish I can think better
I want to help them desperately
I wish I know all the solutions to help them
Do you know the feeling
When you know they are sobbing and suffering due to the problem
And you can do nothing
This feeling is suck
I just want to help because I don't want them to suffer
Sincerely
Faithfully
Please give me the ability...

Family & Love...

F.A.M.I.L.Y.
A term which is so familiar to everyone
But not everyone is able to enjoy the warmth of family
This few days I wonder the novels that I read
All are related to family
Dear readers
If you have a wonderful family
Do appreciate your family
You wouldn't know how envious they are
Those who don't have a complete family
They sobbed
They cried
They did a lot of things in order to have a complete family
But some of them don't know how to appreciate
Yet they hurt their family members
No matter what happen
Family is the one who will not abandon you
How best the friends you have
You will never know whether they are really nice
and when they are going to betray you
This is the reality
Even your lover
Nothing is forever
The human nowadays make me feel insecure
Not everyone can be trusted
Everything looks so perfect
But actually it is fake
Even love
Love can also be fake
Love is something which is amazing
Maybe because I attended a wedding dinner yesterday
I have the inspirations about this
L.O.V.E.
No matter how grand a wedding dinner you have
But your future is the main point
Is your partner loyal & love you
No one can predict

Every people will have some demands on their partners
But we must know how to be tolerate

There is a line of lyric in a Chinese song
I translated it on my own

" It is an easy matter for you to fall in love
But it is hard when you're together and getting along "
It is pretty meaningful
Because we will learn to be tolerate,understanding,considerate
You're not just with your partner
But you have to consider about your partner's family
Pay your love to your partner
Be serious in every relationship
Because it is not easy to find someone who love you and you love him/her
Appreciate

Yet single is not a bad thing
About relationship
We talk about fate and timing
Bless everyone here

*To UTPians ( Sweet pumpkin & darling )
Hope both of you will be fine soon
Quite worried to hear that actually

*Wee wang wang
I miss you when I listen to certain songs
Feel a bit emptied yesterday wee=)

*To the noname.mr.h2o aka sha po
You're too active
Move here and there
Like a hyper kid
Hahahahaha

First and foremost...

Today is 1st of June
Happy birthday to Brandon Khye
A June baby who always remind me today is his birthday
and desperate to get a pressie from me

Thanks to Raymond
An awkward picture is in Group Bomb page

Have a nice date with my h2o molecules
Although the duration is not long
I wish we can meet up more often
Nice date and chatting time
Remember h2o spirit
syane.ms.h2o will always be with you

Today is my 1st day of working
Stood for 8 hours
This is my new working experience
Sampling & promoting
Btw,I prefer to be a tutor
Wahahaha
2 days to go
Time flies faster in these 2 days can ar?
Haha

I'm a lazy bug :p

To darlz
Get well soon from home sick
I'm here for you to bug k?
All the best in UTP

To sweet pumpkin
All the best in your study
Pray hard for you
Good luck,good time will go to you
Cheer =)

Why nice thing cannot be long-lasting?
I wonder WHY...
Or maybe because of myself?
Good thing that happened on me won't last for long time
Sad case
*Sobbing*