The Very First Time..

其实真的很不喜欢在自己需要人陪的时候
独自一个人
寂寞难耐
真的很不喜欢这种感觉
大年除夕的早上
独自一个人在家
有一种被人遗忘
被人落掉的感觉
心里很苦涩
在这个时候
除了电脑播放的歌曲以外
也只听得见自己的呼吸声
在一个冷冷的早上
我感觉更冷了
我只能不断的告诉自己
你应该去温习了
不应该在浪费时间
想一想
我应该要快点让自己习惯
习惯自己一个人面对一切
尽管过程有多么的苦涩
偶尔会想想
当你离开的那一天来临时
我会有怎么样的感受
尽管心里再怎么不舍
也要让你看到我
微笑着跟你道别
It is not the end of the world
I should be able to cope it
I still have my garden with me
Still have people around me
Thank you for coming to my world
This is my first CNY in KL with my books
Happy Chinese New Year
=)

No...

A short post will do
I spare time to loiter again
Now my heart feel one kind
I feel insecure
I don't know what I am thinking
Shouldn't be the way you know
I hold my heart tightly
Hope I can feel the numbness
Forget all the bad things
Do what I should do
Behave what I should behave
Think what I should think
Nothing else
Cheer my dear
Cheer syane.ms.h2o

Let Go...

When there is a start
Then there will be an end
For sth that you wish to hold it tightly
You won't want to know when will be the end
For sth that you wish to let go
You will look forward to the end

Once you let go
The thing will become memory
For a thing that I hold it tightly
The thing which I feel I am lucky to own it
Somehow I need to let go
No matter how heavy-hearted I am
No matter how painful I feel
If I let go will ease the situation
Then I rather choose to let go
Let the thing go without feeling worried
But I wish before I let go
I will have a chance to attempt
Even though I don't know what is the probability
At least I have tried and I will not feel regret
Hold the tears
Hold the pain
Enjoy whatever I have
Be grateful always
Before the thing comes to the end
Can I ?
It should be a strong yes,shouldn't it?
If there is the end
I will keep everything in a box
Bury in my deep heart core
As you are so special to me

First step into The Garden of Tranquility in 2012

Spare some time from my revision time to loiter
Hehehehe
Happy New Year!
Wish you have a blissful 2012
Reviewed my 2011
That was my last post in 2011
Since this is my first post in 2012
So I am going to talk about my new year resolutions
A simple list will do
* Score well in A Levels
* Pursue what I wish to in the future
* Lose weight and be slimmer
( I hope I can have the determination )
* Stay close to who I wish to
( I know this sounds funny )
* Be positive always
( Reduce the frequency of mood swing )
* Improve myself
( In all the way to be better syane! )
* Be more matured and more outgoing
I guess this is enough for me to accomplish
Always remind myself
I wish everyone will do the same!
Work hard to get anything we want
Be a better man!!
Good luck my dear readers!!!