I don't know what is wrong
Everything seems to be not right for me nowadays
God made my day not smooth
Full of depression and frustration
Maybe He has His own arrangement
So I keep reminding myself to stay strong
It is just one of the challenge in my life
Life is still long
I just can't take the frustration
I fed up,I cried,I get angry,I whacked myself
I did many things to hold myself back to the normal track
It must be my EQ problem
As usual
Some of you may be nodding at this moment
I admit I suck in that
Whenever I wish to give up
I tell myself
If I give up now,what is the point I persevere for so long?
All will be useless,meaningless
Is that what I want?
Definitely no
I want a better life
I don't want so much frets
I want Li Xuan to be stronger and tougher
But why I fail every time?
I'm really tired and exhausted
I keep telling myself to go through this period toughly
This frust period will end soon
Very soon
Trying to make myself to feel better
Today someone told me not to be good to everyone
It is true as you will get hurt eventually
Yesterday I experienced a terrible feeling
People threw away your cares and concerns like throwing rubbish
Okay. Maybe the timing is wrong
Fine. I don't want to care anymore
Thanks for your guitar session
You always be the reason for me to smile
Even though we didn't chat for long
But I felt better because I can feel you are with me
Besides that,I really want to thank someone
Someone who care and love me like a lover
I really appreciate
Without you,I can't imagine how miserable my life would be
Thank you for being there whenever I need you
Your consolation and companion are the best
Good luck in everything
I may not be able to give my companion as good as yours
But I just want to let you know
No matter what happen
You will still have me with you
Thank you very much and love yea
I'm really grateful to meet you and you
who understand me
Sometimes your respond is not the one I expected and wanted
But I still appreciate
Your existence is very very importance to me
Thank you and you for existing in my life
Make my life wonderful and colourful
I will try my best to convert the pain given by those whom I care into motivation
I will try my best to overcome the obstacles
I'm vulnerable
Please don't treat me good if you don't really want to
Please don't think everything I do is my obligation
I can choose not to care
But once I care for you
Mean you worth it
Don't just throw my care like rubbish
Do this if you think I'm nobody for you
To Sin Yee
All the best in your final exam
Same goes to me
Thank you for reading
