Saturday, December 29, 2012

Worse than BEAST

I am not sure whether you have read about this extremely saddening case on 16 December 2012. 

The gang rape case in Delhi, India
On 16 December, a 23-year-old female who is a physiotherapy intern was on the way back home with her male friend after a movie. They boarded a bus that was being driven by a joyrider. The woman became suspicious because the bus deviated from the normal route. Her male friend was beaten by the six men who were already on board. He was beaten by an iron rod. The woman suffered the same thing as those BEASTS dragged her to the rear of the bus, started beating her with the iron rod and raping her on a moving bus. She was raped for almost an hour and after that she was being thrown out from the moving bus together with her friend. They were found along the roadside in an unconscious state and partially clothed. 

According to her medical reports, she suffered serious injuries to her abdomen, intestines and genital due to the assault. The doctor said the damage indicates the penetration of a blunt object which is suspected to be the iron rod. Can you imagine an iron rod is being used to penetrate through our vagina?! They are not human! Why on earth they survive as a human? She was intubated, on life support and in a critical condition even after several surgeries. On 26 December, she was flown to Mount Elizabeth Hospital in Singapore. FYI, Mount Elizabeth Hospital is a multi-organ transplant speciality hospital. However, the decision of transferring an ICU patient to Singapore was being questioned and criticized. She never regained her consciousness in Singapore. On 28 December, her condition deteriorated as she suffered from severe brain damage, pneumonia, abdominal infection. Eventually, she died at 4:45am (Singapore time) on 29 December. This is such a shocking news for everyone in the world. People keep criticising and condemning the bloody hell rapists. The six BEASTS would face death penalty if they are convicted of the murder of the woman. Seriously, I don't think death penalty is enough to punish them! It is just too little and easy for them. I get the chance to read a comment in a Facebook post and I would like to give a "like". This is what the best comment I have found, 
"The fact remains that this bunch of animals tortured, humiliated and killed a young woman who had a bright future ahead of her. They should get surgically transformed into women without any anaesthetic and thrown into a male prison to be gang raped every single day for the rest of their sorry lives!"
Rest in peace.

Thursday, December 27, 2012

不懂怎么了

最近老是觉得事事很不顺心
心里的不到安慰,得不到平静
一直焦虑不安,也不知道自己在执着些什么,烦恼些什么
想法很负面
在这个时候,没有一个值得我依靠的地方-雪上加霜
尽管家人都在我身边,但我却难以启齿
朋友?一个字-忙
曾几何时我们之间的距离已经越来越远
我以为只要我坚持,事情会有转机,原来事实不是如此
朋友不需要很多,真心的有几个都够了
我还是头一次遇到那么失败的session
还蛮难相信这会发生在我身上
一向喜欢什么事情都安排好好的我
似乎不再这么想了
因为无论你安排得多么妥当,事情也会变得不妥当

我懂我不是一个很好相处的人,不是一个好惹的人

有些东西,坚持久了,人也会累的
尤其是单方面的坚持
真让人心力交瘁
不再敢渴望从你那里得到任何的安慰
很多事情已经变了
人长大了,什么都变了
思想也跟以前不一样了

人都是自私的,你在说那些话的时候,又是否考虑过我的感受?
有些时候遵从,并不代表我自己没有想法,这只是不要让局面变得很难堪
我不说你不懂,我说了你会懂吗?

我很想现在睡了都不要再醒来

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Goals

Long-termed goals
  • Be a successful and professional pharmacist. Get a good job scope and a working environment which I like. Earn money to give my family a better life. 
  • Buy a house. This has been my dream since long time ago. 
  • Travel. I hope I can get the chance to go around to understand the cultures in different countries. 
  • Continue my study abroad. (if only it is possible). I understand it is not easy to study abroad but I just wish to have a try. 
  • Slim down! I think most of us wish to do this! 
  • Be moderate. Don't think I have a good character and temper. So I think I have to work harder.
  • Speak fluent English. This may sound silly but I really wish I can. 


Short-termed goals
  • First class honour!! 
  • Get 30% off for my tuition fee to lighten my parents' burden. It is extremely hard to get CGPA 3.9 and above!
  • Master guitar. At least learn one song in a month. 


I can't think of any at this moment. 
So far these are what I can think of.
See you. 

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Announcement

If you're interested in reading my blog, here is another blog you may want to read.
Hope you like it. 
http://journey-to-my-heart.blogspot.com/

A Lesson To be Learnt

Someone told me
God loves us, that's why He gave us many challenges in order to make us tougher
As we grow, we met different kinds of matters 
When we were young, we used to think we will get whatever we crave for as long as we work for it
For example, parents offer a great present and request you to get excellent result
You will definitely work harder than usual in order to achieve the target that they set
After you have experienced certain thing, you will not think the same way
Too many things are beyond our control
Sometimes, no matter how hard we work, how much effort we put, we will never get what we want
We are just able to hope and wish to get it
That's how minute we are
Anyway, I always believe thing happens for a reason
All the things that happen to us in our lives are somewhere down the line, destined to happen
Try hard to convince yourself, your effort is not in vain
I extracted this from somewhere else
"Everything that happens to us in our lives happens for good and teaches us a lesson. Perhaps one should learn from every kind of experience whether good or bad. People who keep their chin up even in the worst testing circumstances can always end up making a lot out of their lives."
This comes to the end of my first issue

This thought came across my mind recently
The relationship between human seems so fragile
It is not easy to get friends who appreciate you 
At certain time, we will just get some obscure motivations
Things just don't go right when your eyes are blinded by something else
I should say heart instead
I just can't help it when I miss my friends who treasure me 
Feeling lonely when I can't get someone whom I trust to talk to, to rely on
We just need companion
Anyway, I shall stop here 
Hope you peeps are doing well
Enjoy your day ahead
Last but not least, thank you for spending your precious time