Just Persevere..

There may not be anyone out there to read but I really find no way to vent.
I really need a break. I want to overcome this so desperately.
I need shoulders. I need ears. I need hug. I need someone out there to reach me.
In short, S-U-F-F-E-R-I-N-G & S-T-R-E-S-S!
Keep telling myself don't give up and don't procrastinate, or else I will regret.
Now I am worried & I really want to get it done perfectly.
At least no regret.
I can smell D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R!

Fully-charged Battery*Motivation*Aim*Hard work*Determination

Nowadays, human always race with time. During the race, we tend to focus on our goals that we are trying to realise. However, we ignore the beautiful scenery along the journey. Until we reach the destination, the satisfaction is not as great as we expected and imagined. Life is miserable at some time but when we know how to look at it at different angles, everything changes. 

Undeniably, many things have changed as we grow up. We will realise that things are not the same as what we used to have last time. Sometimes when we think and reminisce, it is kind of heartache because we know we can never go back to that time. No matter what we think and do, the time frame has changed from present to past. Memory is good but we can never go back and live in our memory. We always say "I miss the old time! I wish I can go back! " We miss it because of the person or something else? I have no idea. We are forced to move on and live in the present moment. 

I have experienced a lot of transitions in these few years. From Mandarin to English, from dependent to independent, from single to owned back to single, from a bunch of friends to few close friends, from spoon-feeding to self-study, from banana friends to friends come from everywhere and etc. I guess these help me in growing and changing me to a different lixuan. I don't know whether it is a good change or what. One thing I believe is no matter how I change, my family and friends who can understand me will accept my changes openly. Social circles may be getting smaller and smaller but I think attitude is the one that matters. You may not agree with my attitude and I would like to hear any comments from your side. If the comments are good for me, I don't mind taking it and bear in my mind. Don't ever judge a book by its cover. You will never know what the person is experiencing until you are being put in the same situation. In short, we must learn to be more considerate and understanding. Sometimes, we can't do anything as things may be inevitable. 

As what I have stated in the title of this blog post, I need to equip myself with all that as my final exam is in exactly two weeks time. I will try my best to replenish those elements needed to ensure that there is no regret. Try to bear for another 3 weeks and holiday will come to me. Looking forward to those outings that I owe my friends and my trip with uni mates. The quantity of friends are not as important as the quality of friends. Same goes to date, we don't need grand place or other "decorations" but we just need the quality time with our beloved friends and family. Good luck to everyone of you. =)