Where is the Sunlight?

My typical Sunday mood came back to me
Yes,Long Time No See
I wonder why are you here today?
Is it because of tiredness?
Once again, Garden of Tranquility is covered by dark clouds
I have no idea
So I will just ignore and off to bed later
About some particular matter
I think I will adapt soon
Life without you
Yeap, I can do it
And I wish I can think wisely and make an important decision
I must not feel regret
I must be able to handle it
For my own future
Think twice
*Announcements*
- syane.ms.h2o is a maxis user now
- JJ is THE BEST..=)
*Sorry..not in a right mood now..*
Where is the sunlight?

Impulsive

I don't know what happen to me
There is a weird and random thought appear in my mind
I never expect this will cross in my mind
I'm not sure since when
I would like to become a pharmacist or chemist
But this few days
I even think of becoming a D.O.C.T.O.R.
Is doctor!!!
I knew my EQ is not good
I may not be able to control my emotion well
But I wish to know why human suffer from the disease
How we should treat and cure the patients
I wonder lar
I don't know whether I will change my mind or not
**To Bee
All the best in your test
**To Noname
I wish I can know and help
All the best in your test too
**To mum & noobie
Get well soon

Destiny...

Destiny is defined as
- Power believed to control events
- Events that happen on sb/sth
(thought to be decided beforehand by fate)
I'm not great
But I hate the feeling of helpless
It makes me feel I'm such an useless person
I can do nothing on it
I can't even contribute any single effort
The feeling is suck
I understand everything is decided beforehand by fate or God
Anything that happen on someone will be his/her destiny
There is a thin line between the dark side and the bright side
Between the positive and the negative
Therefore, you are the key who determine where you want to be in

Your mind is the key who lead you to unlock the problem
It will be very easy when comes to verbal solution
By the time you are going to practise it
You will find that it is really tough
The toughness makes you feel that you're nobody
You're good for nothing
Here comes to devastation
Not everyone can take it
At this moment, I'm not optimistic
Sorry for being emotional
Force no happiness
Don't think sth other than what you supposed to have
You deserved what you have only
Not more than that
Not everything
Nothing is 100 %
Practically accepted
I'm just a human being
I have very little ability and strength to change a thing
Sorry for bringing rainy clouds to Garden of Tranquility

Inspiration and here you are..

It has been long time I used Chinese to blog
Here I am
Shift to another channel for a while yea
就心血来潮

因为好久没有用华文文字来抒发情绪
之前有听说过
人的一生有三位朋友
失去  遗憾  珍惜
人必须先失去某些事情
才感到遗憾
遗憾的是自己已经失去了
倘若能够失而复得
人才会懂得珍惜
所以珍惜往往是最后一个
因为人总是等到失去过才懂得珍惜
就好像你身边的人
一直陪伴你的人
一直以来或许你觉得对方的存在是理所当然
等到有一天
对方离开了你的身边
你才会觉得浑身不自在

空虚

好像少了些什么似的
在这个时候你才真正的感受到对方的重要性
如果你是幸运的那位
或许对方会回到你身边

但有些东西
错过了就无法回头了
时间是不会为任何人而停止
遗憾 ~ ~
虽然这是一个毫无新意的分享
但这是一个人人皆知的道理
不过不知为什么人们总是无法做到
为什么人们常说
当你的年龄越来越大
身边的朋友就越来越少？
但是我认为
朋友不需要多
交游广阔固然很好
但是如果身边连一位懂你的朋友都没有
那又有什么意义呢？

在人海茫茫当中
能遇到懂你的
体贴你的
对你好的知己
其实是一件很难得的事
朋友不需要多
有几位知心朋友就已经足够了
我很欣慰
身边有挺我的
陪伴我度过艰难的时刻的
死党  知己
真的希望你我能够陪在彼此的身边
感激不尽哦
*你丫
好好照顾自己的身体捏
早日康复哦
*你丫
不要给自己太大的压力
全力以赴
不要然自己有遗憾
*你丫
加油
赶快适应
赶快赶完手上的功课哦
*你们丫
早日和好吧
我不喜欢看见这样的你们
我想我该说的都说了
现在就做的总结吧
Back to English session
Sorry for those who can't understand Chinese
If you really use Google Translate
it will be weird
I'm so sorry

Busy vs Idle

I miss my busy life
One month is too long for me
I accepted a job and worked for 3 days
Then I didn't do anything ady
I feel bored and uncomfortable
Because I'm given too long time to rest and relax
Sounds so weird and contradicting huh?
I don't like aimless life
But please give me the strength to proceed what I plan to do
I don't know whether it works or not
Just hope that I manage to do it
On the other hand
I want to save money
Can anyone give me some tasks to do yea?
Laziness please search for new owner but not syane.ms.h2o please
*I hope you enjoy yourself there
**Pray hard for my friends
Wish you all can have strong determination to cope with what you're facing right now
All the best =)
*Hope my mum can get well soon

Special..It's you..

Do you know you are special?
Yes,you are
Everyone is unique
No one can replace anyone
You will have your own uniqueness
For me,my family and friends are special
After watching X-men First Class
I have the inspiration to update my bloggie
Don't ever look down on yourself
Because you cannot underestimate the hidden power in your subconscious mind
Some thing are really amazing
Those are intangible
I can really describe your uniqueness
All my great friends
Glad to have you with me
I understand I'm not easy to get along
But thanks because you're still with me
Who always support me and accompany me
There are many types of LOVE
I know some Love cannot be replaced
But you lost one of it doesn't mean it is the end of the world
You will still be able to find those who are be with you
They will never ditch you
I feel honoured to be your dustbin
Welcome yea
Actually after few hours
My inspiration has gone
But I just want to be here to share sth
Hope you all get what I mean yea
Btw,today I saw noobie's name in the movie
And I laughed
Haha
I miss guitar too
I'm in love with guitar
When I can own him leh?

I wish to buy one and learn how to play DESPERATELY
While I'm wandering in Garden of Tranquility
I think of a lot of things
Like walking down the memory lane again
But this time is different because I realise I didn't miss the thing I missed that day
It is an improvement actually
Now I don't mind to have no phone with me
It doesn't make much difference
I don't care ady
So now I'm out of inspiration
I'm so sorry..> <
So the conclusion is
YOU'RE SPECIAL wee...=)

Emptiness...

Out of sudden
I feel emptied
At the small corner of my heart
I miss your companion
Maybe because of habit
You used to accompany me
But when you're not here
I will feel one kind
Is it because I'm too dependent?

I don't know
Many of you play important roles in my life
Life is like a drama
Different characters will play their own role
But without one of the character
The drama will not be that interesting
So I cannot afford to lost anyone
At the same time
I shouldn't be too dependent
Must learn to live alone
Because no one is going to be with you every single moment
I can only overwhelm myself in the music
I have no idea how to cure my emptiness
Music and time will cure it
Sing to make myself feel better
I wish to find the peacefulness here
Thanks to Jessica
Thanks for your feedback =)
Glad to have you as my reader
Wish I can have an audience now
Who is willing to be here while I'm singing
=)
The world now is changing
Human being has transformed to be a monster
Dear readers especially girls
Please be careful if you are alone on the way back home
The next block of my government apartment
There are 2 rapists who raped a lady
They are monsters
Don't trust people easily
If people treat you sincerely then have to appreciate
But be alert in judging them
I will not hope to see any of you get hurt