At that Moment...

In our daily life
The same thing may happen for so many times
We may be ignorant
As I have mentioned for so many times
Unexpected event = surprise
At the moment
I may find the thing is so beautiful
At the other moment
I may find the thing is just ordinary
Both are the same thing
but we may feel differently at different moments
Yesterday my cousin held my hand when I hugged him
Don't know why
I felt the warmth
On the other hand
When I viewed photos which were captured recently
I found that my dad looked older nowadays
White hair, white moustache, white sideburns
That's the "sin" of time
At the particular moment
You may have been determined to do sth
So sometimes it's better to be impulsive
Do it when you want to
I think I'm crapping now
My mind is messy now
Intangible feeling
I opened my files in my brain
Went through all the files
I have a lot of thoughts
But I don't know how to sort it out
Complicated
Those "heavy files" were buried
Because those are past tense
Luckily the files are saved
OMG
Feel like spilling h2o
I want to be quiet
Zip my mouth and immerse myself in h2o
My h2o world

The purpose, The action, The impact

Few days to go
I'm going to start my Edexcel A-Levels Term 2
I have to pack my mood to get myself ready for the hectic life
My time table is out finally
The time table is quite packed
No break in between the classes
I think my brain is going to be saturated
Now I have to sort my mind out
I must know what I am going to do
Direction is very important for me
Just now my friend mentioned about the future
I found that I'm kinda lost
That's not a good phenomenon
I wish I can smile and walk forward
I want to be a happy girl
Actually nowadays I'm kinda carefree ady

Not to care that much
That is not like previous syane.ms.h2o
Actually I just want to be ordinary
I carry out my obligation
That's all
Everyone is so special
I have so many special and awesome friends
You are just too awesome
Whatever or whoever is good
Don't leave syane.ms.h2o
Please....
I want to have you with me
Promise gives us the strength to forward as we have expectation
On the other hand
It gives us the chance to get hurt
Because out of 100%
I would say about 80% of us won't be able to fulfill
You raise the one to the heaven
And you release your hands and make him/her undergoes free fall
Wounds are everywhere

All of a sudden
I would like to say
I like to sing!!
And I miss Starbucks
I wish I can overwhelm in the aroma of Starbucks coffee
& the wonderful music world

Reminders, Thoughts, Trip

Let me share some happy moments with you
The Bomb in Genting
First and foremost
Thank you,Samuel for organising a nice trip
Secondly
Thank you,Jonathan for those nice photos
I found that our classmates are shy in front of camera
So let's keep those images in our memory instead of camera memory

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We gathered in One Utama
Khai went to Genting on his own from Titiwangsa
Divya was late and she took the next bus
9 of us
( Samuel, Rajpal, Cavan, Jon, Jenn, Li Shiann, Li Ying, Adelyn & Syane )
Genting Skyway, here we were
It has been a long time I didn't take cable car
We put our bags at the bell counter because we can only check in at 1500
Then we had breakfast at Marry Brown
Outdoor theme park, here we went
10 of us because Khai had joined us while Divya still on the way
We just had 1 ride

Too bad,it was raining around 1300
So we went to have lunch at Burger King
The guy gang took away KFC and brought in
They had KFC in Burger King
After the lunch, we went to theme park again for 2 rides
Then we checked in
Due to boredom, we played black jack in Sam's room
The guy gang continued playing Monopoly cards afterwards
Around 1800
Adelyn, Li Ying, Jenn, Li Shiann, Jon, Khai & I went to Starbucks
My favourite Starbucks
I ordered Caramel Macchiato
It was extremely nice to have a Starbucks hot drink there
Warm...
1900
We had dinner but Jenn, Li Shiann, Khai & I didn't eat
So we went to theme park again
4 of us thought that it was not worthy to pay so much and just had 3 rides
Therefore, we were willing to top up 10 bucks to make it worth
Ended up we had 11 rides
I would say we were crazy that night
Li Shiann & I played Corkscrew for 4 times

Khai played for 3 times
Khai & I played Space Shot
Jenn was not feeling so well
So she didn't play much
Li Shiann, Khai & I were crazy
Cyclone for twice
Swing for twice
Ultimately, we were wet
Because we played the Sungai Rejang one
I forgot the name

When the wind blew, we all were shivering
It was really cold especially when we were all wet
From hair till toes.xD
We went back to hotel and took our bath
While we were playing, the guy gang were playing Monopoly card again
Monopoly addict
After watching Private Practice,Li Shiann & I were off to bed
Sailed to Slumberland
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All the girls except Divya went to have Mcd Breakfast
While drinking the coffee, I miss my Starbucks very much
Hehe..I'm addicted to Starbucks
After that we joined the guy gang because they were bowling at the same time
Before that, we accompanied Adelyn to Cotton On
I played few times on behalf of Khai
No more GUTTER,Khai
Around 1200
We checked out
Had lunch in Vietnam House
All of a sudden, Jenn ordered Heineken & Sprite
She wished to make Shandy
Haha..but original tastes nice
Pool time
Let's welcome our SUPER POOL aka Li Shiann
She beat Sam & Raj
It was awesome to watch it
We sat in the gondola when it was raining heavily
Quite scary wee..
It stopped for twice and it swung
We reached the bus station at 1605
Rajpal, Sam, Cavan & Jon played Chor Dai D while waiting for the bus
At 1700,the bus arrived
I was reading my novel and listening to music in the bus
All of a sudden,sth attacked me
My mood weather became cloudy
We reached One Utama at 1750
Everyone gave Sam a hug before going back
Since he is going to leave us and go to Monash University
Sam, all the best in doing your MUFY & medicine in Monash
We will definitely miss you
Our awesome saxophonist
Glad to know you
You're such a funny guy

{ Part 2 - Moody post }
Yesterday night, Sunday mood attacked me again
I had no mood to reply msg
Sorry,Sweet Pumpkin
After finish reading my novel,I can't stand it anymore
Some more the stupid connection made me feel worse
I was unable to come to Garden of Tranquility

I was so upset and frustrated
So I chose the best way - sleep
I used my little pillow to cover my face
So nobody can see
Spill h2o
Fine,it is over now
No point for me to mention it again

Sorry,this is quite long huh?

Noname,seriously..
I miss my long hair too
Darling,I saw Eat,Pray,Love
But it is English version
Where got Chinese version?
I will know my result on Zee Rence's birthday
180811
Pray hard
040711,I'm going to get myself busy again
Welcome,hectic life

Cookies with love..

Kitchen is the place
where can spread the "wonderful aroma" in a family
These few days
I enjoyed my time in the kitchen
I baked cookies & cakes
It is quite time-consuming
But it is worthy to wait
Once the aroma is diffused in the air
I felt excited and satisfied
Just pray that my cookies will be tasty
Overall is okay but I got a failure
My orange cake...
Today I cooked dinner for my family
It is really nice to cook for my family
Even though those are just simple dishes
At least I took the first step to do it
In the future,I believe cooking & baking will be my hobbies
Just read Darling's bloggie
I like it so much
It makes me miss my college life
I scared I can't adapt in the first week after such a long break
I found that I have an ordinary holiday
Most of my classmates did attachment
Some of them were volunteering
It is much more meaningful than mine
But I enjoyed mine because I enjoyed the time with my family
Nothing is more important than this
That is extremely precious
Tea session with my dearest friends
I will make it if the time is okay yea
I like gathering moment
Something cannot be expressed by using words
So I can't express well
Yet,it may be my problem
Because I understand what is my standard
Suddenly wanna shout that
Single life is good

Where is the Sunlight?

My typical Sunday mood came back to me
Yes,Long Time No See
I wonder why are you here today?
Is it because of tiredness?
Once again, Garden of Tranquility is covered by dark clouds
I have no idea
So I will just ignore and off to bed later
About some particular matter
I think I will adapt soon
Life without you
Yeap, I can do it
And I wish I can think wisely and make an important decision
I must not feel regret
I must be able to handle it
For my own future
Think twice
*Announcements*
- syane.ms.h2o is a maxis user now
- JJ is THE BEST..=)
*Sorry..not in a right mood now..*
Where is the sunlight?

Impulsive

I don't know what happen to me
There is a weird and random thought appear in my mind
I never expect this will cross in my mind
I'm not sure since when
I would like to become a pharmacist or chemist
But this few days
I even think of becoming a D.O.C.T.O.R.
Is doctor!!!
I knew my EQ is not good
I may not be able to control my emotion well
But I wish to know why human suffer from the disease
How we should treat and cure the patients
I wonder lar
I don't know whether I will change my mind or not
**To Bee
All the best in your test
**To Noname
I wish I can know and help
All the best in your test too
**To mum & noobie
Get well soon

Destiny...

Destiny is defined as
- Power believed to control events
- Events that happen on sb/sth
(thought to be decided beforehand by fate)
I'm not great
But I hate the feeling of helpless
It makes me feel I'm such an useless person
I can do nothing on it
I can't even contribute any single effort
The feeling is suck
I understand everything is decided beforehand by fate or God
Anything that happen on someone will be his/her destiny
There is a thin line between the dark side and the bright side
Between the positive and the negative
Therefore, you are the key who determine where you want to be in

Your mind is the key who lead you to unlock the problem
It will be very easy when comes to verbal solution
By the time you are going to practise it
You will find that it is really tough
The toughness makes you feel that you're nobody
You're good for nothing
Here comes to devastation
Not everyone can take it
At this moment, I'm not optimistic
Sorry for being emotional
Force no happiness
Don't think sth other than what you supposed to have
You deserved what you have only
Not more than that
Not everything
Nothing is 100 %
Practically accepted
I'm just a human being
I have very little ability and strength to change a thing
Sorry for bringing rainy clouds to Garden of Tranquility