Temporary

Actually I don't want myself to online that frequent
But it seems internet is the only device to link everyone together
You won't be isolated or outdated if you are using Internet
This is my second week of my new semester
Stress and pressure come to me
Even laziness comes to me too
Eventually,emo comes to me too
Like what Darlz said
Emotion graph fluctuated
I'm slow
Seriously,my ability to absorb seems fast
Yet,this is not the fact
I can't remember what I have learnt on the next day
I'm just 18 but why my memory is like 81?
Kinda depressed
Physically and mentally exhausted
That should not be my maximum limit
I can undergo further stretching supposingly
What's wrong with me ar?
Extremely exhausted
Homework & house chores are waiting for me everyday
Even today I spent few hours in doing house chores
Then I left very little energy in doing my homework and revision
6 hours of classes (non-stop), few hours for house chores, then come to homework
I'm exhausted
I'm forcing myself to stay awake now
I'm too slow in absorbing
I don't think I put my effort in my study
Study what forget what
The feeling is sucks you know?
Sigh~~~~
Sorry for making my Garden dull
To sweet pumpkin
I have done what I promised
I like the new method
You should know what I mean
Don't worry about me
I'm fine here =)
To darlz
Thanks for your companion when I was in need
To piggie
Get well soon
To my friends who are going to have test soon
All the best yea
I hope the angel of luck will be with you. xD
To all my readers
Please take good care of yourself
The haze is quite terrible
Drink more h2o
I'm going to handle many things at the same time
IELTS soon.
Application soon.
Mock soon.
Hectic life is in the progress
No time to slack off like now
See you

Ex-sigh-ment

Ex-sigh-ment is created from the words "excitement" and "sigh"
This word can be used to represent my first week of new semester
Start a new semester
I started my hectic life again
Maybe I'm not well prepared yet
Sometimes my soul is flying during the class
But I still concentrated in the class
Sounds contradicting right?
Now must keep my study mode button on
Going to deal with 11 papers in this semester
3 units for each pure science subjects
2 math papers
The most important thing is most of the killer papers are in this semester
It is something like the History paper during our SPM
Killer paper ever
So I must have 99% hard work and 1% luck
The luck is minority lar
The main thing is I must use my brain to think
Sigh~Have to work super hard
Recently will get tired easily
So I hope Brand's Chicken Essence can really help me
070711
The first day I drove to college ALONE
Last time I drove but my parent was with me
But now I have tried parking
From 070711 onwards
I will be driving to college lu
Because it is very inconvenient for my dad to work half way and fetch me back
I hope my parking skill can be improved through my experiences
070711
Sweet pumpkin & Darling came back
I was hanging out with them since 1pm till 10pm+
Get scolded by my mum
But it's okay because we seldom meet
I had fun time with you guys
"Traveled" so many places
Met Mr.Sho some more
Sir,I miss you so much
I'm really glad to receive such a sweet message from you
Haha
But I appreciated your precious advices
You're such an understanding teacher
All the best to piggie's IELTS test on Saturday and Sunday
Sigh~
I still don't know when to sit for the test
I have the form with me for such a long time
Noobie is going to take from other branch
No choice lu and I may have to do on my own
Take care my friends
Long time I didn't chat with my skype-pal ady
I miss the moments
Long time didn't hear from noname.mr.h2o too
Hope you are doing well now
Yesterday was Hari Terbuka in JIGSS
As what darling said,feel like visiting our beloved teachers
All of sudden,we felt like serbu-ing to Pn.Low's house
To visit Baby Lewis too
Nyek3~~~
Tomorrow is like having darurat
Better stay at home and don't go anywhere
I hope the demonstration won't bring any -ve effect to our country,our society
Now less people update their bloggies
So "quiet"
syane.ms.h2o is going to update soon
See ya

Transformer

I think of the title not only because I just finished watching
Transformers 3 : Dark of the Moon
It is quite nice
The flow is awesome
In the nutshell, it is worth to watch it =)
On the other hand
I put "Transformer" as my blog title
The second reason is I'm going to start my second semester on tomorrow
I wish to transform
From what had happened just now
I wish to be a soft-spoken girl
Honestly,I am not a good girl
Now I wish to be a good girl
Be a considerate & understanding girl
Not to be too impulsive and too straight forward
People will always ignore others' strength
but exaggerate their shortcomings
I know I have a lot of shortcomings
But the problem is
something is actually inherited from our parents
Our genes carry the characteristics
What to do?
Brand new life from tomorrow onwards
I may want to make myself busy
I hope I can have the chance
If I have the chance,please cross your fingers
I wish I can have the ability too
The ability to take care of many things at the same time
Perhaps I think too much
To Group Bomb
We can meet tomorrow and let's have an awesome Sem 2
All the best in getting our result on Aug
To those who are not be with us in Group Bomb
All the best in your future
Don't forget you have awesome & brilliant Bomb-ians
To noname.mr.h2o,sweet pumpkin and bee chin
Take care
Get well soon =)

At that Moment...

In our daily life
The same thing may happen for so many times
We may be ignorant
As I have mentioned for so many times
Unexpected event = surprise
At the moment
I may find the thing is so beautiful
At the other moment
I may find the thing is just ordinary
Both are the same thing
but we may feel differently at different moments
Yesterday my cousin held my hand when I hugged him
Don't know why
I felt the warmth
On the other hand
When I viewed photos which were captured recently
I found that my dad looked older nowadays
White hair, white moustache, white sideburns
That's the "sin" of time
At the particular moment
You may have been determined to do sth
So sometimes it's better to be impulsive
Do it when you want to
I think I'm crapping now
My mind is messy now
Intangible feeling
I opened my files in my brain
Went through all the files
I have a lot of thoughts
But I don't know how to sort it out
Complicated
Those "heavy files" were buried
Because those are past tense
Luckily the files are saved
OMG
Feel like spilling h2o
I want to be quiet
Zip my mouth and immerse myself in h2o
My h2o world

The purpose, The action, The impact

Few days to go
I'm going to start my Edexcel A-Levels Term 2
I have to pack my mood to get myself ready for the hectic life
My time table is out finally
The time table is quite packed
No break in between the classes
I think my brain is going to be saturated
Now I have to sort my mind out
I must know what I am going to do
Direction is very important for me
Just now my friend mentioned about the future
I found that I'm kinda lost
That's not a good phenomenon
I wish I can smile and walk forward
I want to be a happy girl
Actually nowadays I'm kinda carefree ady

Not to care that much
That is not like previous syane.ms.h2o
Actually I just want to be ordinary
I carry out my obligation
That's all
Everyone is so special
I have so many special and awesome friends
You are just too awesome
Whatever or whoever is good
Don't leave syane.ms.h2o
Please....
I want to have you with me
Promise gives us the strength to forward as we have expectation
On the other hand
It gives us the chance to get hurt
Because out of 100%
I would say about 80% of us won't be able to fulfill
You raise the one to the heaven
And you release your hands and make him/her undergoes free fall
Wounds are everywhere

All of a sudden
I would like to say
I like to sing!!
And I miss Starbucks
I wish I can overwhelm in the aroma of Starbucks coffee
& the wonderful music world

Reminders, Thoughts, Trip

Let me share some happy moments with you
The Bomb in Genting
First and foremost
Thank you,Samuel for organising a nice trip
Secondly
Thank you,Jonathan for those nice photos
I found that our classmates are shy in front of camera
So let's keep those images in our memory instead of camera memory

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We gathered in One Utama
Khai went to Genting on his own from Titiwangsa
Divya was late and she took the next bus
9 of us
( Samuel, Rajpal, Cavan, Jon, Jenn, Li Shiann, Li Ying, Adelyn & Syane )
Genting Skyway, here we were
It has been a long time I didn't take cable car
We put our bags at the bell counter because we can only check in at 1500
Then we had breakfast at Marry Brown
Outdoor theme park, here we went
10 of us because Khai had joined us while Divya still on the way
We just had 1 ride

Too bad,it was raining around 1300
So we went to have lunch at Burger King
The guy gang took away KFC and brought in
They had KFC in Burger King
After the lunch, we went to theme park again for 2 rides
Then we checked in
Due to boredom, we played black jack in Sam's room
The guy gang continued playing Monopoly cards afterwards
Around 1800
Adelyn, Li Ying, Jenn, Li Shiann, Jon, Khai & I went to Starbucks
My favourite Starbucks
I ordered Caramel Macchiato
It was extremely nice to have a Starbucks hot drink there
Warm...
1900
We had dinner but Jenn, Li Shiann, Khai & I didn't eat
So we went to theme park again
4 of us thought that it was not worthy to pay so much and just had 3 rides
Therefore, we were willing to top up 10 bucks to make it worth
Ended up we had 11 rides
I would say we were crazy that night
Li Shiann & I played Corkscrew for 4 times

Khai played for 3 times
Khai & I played Space Shot
Jenn was not feeling so well
So she didn't play much
Li Shiann, Khai & I were crazy
Cyclone for twice
Swing for twice
Ultimately, we were wet
Because we played the Sungai Rejang one
I forgot the name

When the wind blew, we all were shivering
It was really cold especially when we were all wet
From hair till toes.xD
We went back to hotel and took our bath
While we were playing, the guy gang were playing Monopoly card again
Monopoly addict
After watching Private Practice,Li Shiann & I were off to bed
Sailed to Slumberland
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All the girls except Divya went to have Mcd Breakfast
While drinking the coffee, I miss my Starbucks very much
Hehe..I'm addicted to Starbucks
After that we joined the guy gang because they were bowling at the same time
Before that, we accompanied Adelyn to Cotton On
I played few times on behalf of Khai
No more GUTTER,Khai
Around 1200
We checked out
Had lunch in Vietnam House
All of a sudden, Jenn ordered Heineken & Sprite
She wished to make Shandy
Haha..but original tastes nice
Pool time
Let's welcome our SUPER POOL aka Li Shiann
She beat Sam & Raj
It was awesome to watch it
We sat in the gondola when it was raining heavily
Quite scary wee..
It stopped for twice and it swung
We reached the bus station at 1605
Rajpal, Sam, Cavan & Jon played Chor Dai D while waiting for the bus
At 1700,the bus arrived
I was reading my novel and listening to music in the bus
All of a sudden,sth attacked me
My mood weather became cloudy
We reached One Utama at 1750
Everyone gave Sam a hug before going back
Since he is going to leave us and go to Monash University
Sam, all the best in doing your MUFY & medicine in Monash
We will definitely miss you
Our awesome saxophonist
Glad to know you
You're such a funny guy

{ Part 2 - Moody post }
Yesterday night, Sunday mood attacked me again
I had no mood to reply msg
Sorry,Sweet Pumpkin
After finish reading my novel,I can't stand it anymore
Some more the stupid connection made me feel worse
I was unable to come to Garden of Tranquility

I was so upset and frustrated
So I chose the best way - sleep
I used my little pillow to cover my face
So nobody can see
Spill h2o
Fine,it is over now
No point for me to mention it again

Sorry,this is quite long huh?

Noname,seriously..
I miss my long hair too
Darling,I saw Eat,Pray,Love
But it is English version
Where got Chinese version?
I will know my result on Zee Rence's birthday
180811
Pray hard
040711,I'm going to get myself busy again
Welcome,hectic life

Cookies with love..

Kitchen is the place
where can spread the "wonderful aroma" in a family
These few days
I enjoyed my time in the kitchen
I baked cookies & cakes
It is quite time-consuming
But it is worthy to wait
Once the aroma is diffused in the air
I felt excited and satisfied
Just pray that my cookies will be tasty
Overall is okay but I got a failure
My orange cake...
Today I cooked dinner for my family
It is really nice to cook for my family
Even though those are just simple dishes
At least I took the first step to do it
In the future,I believe cooking & baking will be my hobbies
Just read Darling's bloggie
I like it so much
It makes me miss my college life
I scared I can't adapt in the first week after such a long break
I found that I have an ordinary holiday
Most of my classmates did attachment
Some of them were volunteering
It is much more meaningful than mine
But I enjoyed mine because I enjoyed the time with my family
Nothing is more important than this
That is extremely precious
Tea session with my dearest friends
I will make it if the time is okay yea
I like gathering moment
Something cannot be expressed by using words
So I can't express well
Yet,it may be my problem
Because I understand what is my standard
Suddenly wanna shout that
Single life is good