No more...

Does hard work pay?
Last time I used to believe it does
But now, I doubt
Yes, may be it does
It may not be 100%
It is kinda depressing when you know your hard work worth nothing
No matter in what aspect
The result will be disappointing
I pay everything
End up with nothing

The feeling is terrible
People suffer from that kind of feeling
which will not push you to move forwards
Yet, it makes you coward
Stay at the same position for a while
After getting some stimuli
Then only we may take initiative to keep on moving
Now I face some problems which I faced before
Can't I be more outgoing and carefree,can I ?
I should learn to be more outgoing
Remind yourself from time to time please
Enhance your thinking skill please
When sth happened on you
From the matter itself
We actually can see other things from different angle
Some people do give you a nice impression
Some people do give you a realistic reply
At that time you can draw a conclusion for yourself
Don't "water" your love on sth which are useless
You will only end up with pain
That's it
Can some nice nice nice things happen on me and let me change my mind?
Haha. Miracle...

Like a Fool...

A short post will do
I am so terrible until sth bad happened on me
I think is my egoism hides myself from the truth
But now,I admit it bravely
Yes,it is my fault..
I should not repeat again
I couldn't afford to repeat the same mistake again
Never...
At the same time
I did self-reflection
Is my personality very weird?
So I tend to have less friends?
Thing happened but ended up with worse thing
The bad feeling is doubled
Anyway,family is the best
In family,I can truly feel that I am syane.ms.h2o
No matter how bad I am
They are still very supportive
I love you
The world is getting more and more realistic
I am getting more and more insecure
Conclusion
Family is the BESTEST!!
Some friends are like your family
Can you imagine that closeness of the bonding?
But I only have you
The only one
Thanks a lot...
See you soon...
Good luck and stay healthy...

Just A Thought..

有好一段时间没有用中文来打部落格了
真的有点陌生了
刚刚读着小学同学的部落格
才发现自己真的很久没有用中文来书写了
今早姐姐提起"天籁之音"
我连"万籁俱寂" 这句成语都想了老半天
我的文笔向来都不怎么样
但其实还蛮羡慕写得一手好文章的人
仔细想想
其实别人是否都对我抱着很高的期望呢？
也许向来的我一直都很想让别人知道
别人能够办到的 我也可以
那么近来的我到底怎么啦？

那种精神到底去了哪里？

现在的我真的很不像我
我不要以前的执着
难道我连我那种斗志都给丢了吗？
我不懂
或许我一直都是那种
"讲就天下无敌，做就无能为力" 的人
现在的我不是要嘴上的努力
而是手上的努力
自己辛苦耕耘的那种精神
难道是因为现在的竞争
而令我认为我没有办法像别人一样吗？
就因为之前的成绩
而令我现在没有办法放弃我自己
我真的不忍心令对我期望很高的老师们，家人，朋友们失望
或许我真的必须争气
就假设很多人看不起我
我更必须证明给他们看
我行的
此时此刻的我
似乎已经决定要读医科了
只希望自己做对了决定
将来不会后悔
并且迎接将来忙碌的生活
请上天赐给我坚强的心
坚定的毅力
勇敢地走下去
我打从心底的希望自己能够办到
让认为我可以的人引以为傲
谢谢在我身边支持我的朋友与家人
在我懦弱的时候给了我继续往前的勇气
在此我衷心感激大家
谢谢你们认为我能够办到

Life is long,be strong.
告诉我这句话的朋友
我相信你也能够办到
下个星期的final sem test 一定可以熬过去
希望你现在不会因为挂念你的cute little books 而感到不安
加油
Best of luck

To one of the great mind
I think you are the only non-chinese who is following my blog
You know who you are
I know you can overcome the problem you are facing now
It's the matter of time
I think what I can do is just to be your audience
You are the one who is holding the key to unlock the lock
I know it is not easy and you may not know where is the lock
But I know you can as how you know I can
Mutualism yea

欠你很多的我想告诉你
发生在你身上的事
或许是你人生必经之路
一个让你成长的路
你所认为的改变或许是上天给你的考验
就如我一样
解铃还须系铃人
你要加油哦
当然少不了我的支持
祝你考试成功

一个我很久不见的傻婆
那天突然出现在你面前的我
虽然不是常常能够跟你联络
但很高兴你还是会与我分享
关于你提过的问题
其实大部分的人都正在面对着

一种米养千万种人
人是很现实的
我相信交际沟通这一门学问
我们的经验会是一位很好的老师
经一事，长一智
他好，我珍惜
他不好，我忽视
这样自己的心可能会好过一点
因为选择了相信，所以你才会难过
既然选择了相信，那就想办法包容他的不好
良性竞争一定会是很好的推动力
加油
我们只是普通人，问心无愧

今天找我的朋友
对不起，我没有办法实践我的承诺
或许我将它留在下次才实践
很高兴知道你适应得不错
真的很替你高兴
可能以前曾有很多的摩擦
不过一个毋庸置疑的事实就是
我俩还真的蛮像的
哈哈~

一个或许不会读我的部落格的人
或许你没有办法看到
但我只是想告诉你
我真的很羡慕你
也很欣赏你的一切
你是我一个很棒的朋友
很高兴认识你
谢谢你一直陪伴我
也不厌其烦的跟我解释很多我不会的东西

So
Just to help my readers who cannot understand this post
The main thing is
I think I have decided to do medicine after my A-Levels
And for all of you
I will stay in local to continue my study

I think most of you are having sem break
We have to get into the right path
Welcome all the challenges
Sweet,sour,bitter,spicy,salty
We have to taste it
It will enrich our life experience
Good luck to all of you

Intangible...

First and foremost
I would like to thank my dear
I do likewise
I'm glad to have you too
In our college life
We may not find true friends
Maybe they are just passers-by in your life
But they did leave their footsteps in your path of life
Those who treat you good
They will leave a great impact to you and to your life
And Y.O.U
My precious treasure
Your support will always be with me

Whenever I feel helpless
I know you are still with me

I still remember this

I know you like sunset
I miss you so much
Welcome back to KL

And I know you like quotes
So I will share with you at the last part of this blog post
Dear readers,hope you can get motivated from the quotes
So do I
I should have started my revision
I should have learnt my lesson from my result
But why am I still in my comfort zone?
Why can't I do it?
Where is my willpower?
Where is my point of concentration?
A lot of question marks in my head
I know I'm not that brilliant as others
Then hard work is the only thing that I should do in order to score well
I don't mean to be the cream of the crowds
But at least achieve my own target
Do until my own level
The problem is I did not
Such a failure
I shall keep the pain
I hope the pain can be increased
So that it can always remind me to work hard and torture myself

Quotes for today
If you don't like something, change it ;
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it

What is possible? What you will.


Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed

It's time to punish myself...

I know what I'm trying to say now wouldn't help much
But I feel depressed and frustrated
I know it is my fault
What I can do is to blame myself
Why didn't I work hard?
Such a brainless person
I overestimate myself
I am not that brilliant
I thought I can but actually I cannot
Can I have a fridge to keep my motivation?
I'm always being motivated FOR A WHILE ONLY
Maybe like Ms.Ng said
We will cry after seeing our result
Then only we're willing to work hard and buck up
Now I dare not to have motivation ady
Since it will not be long-lasting
I feel like doing many things
But I don't have the strength
I want to be a nerd
I want to punish myself
I have to strive for the best in the future with the past at my back
to constantly remind me that my potential has to be fully optimised
God,please give me the strength to go on and fulfill this purpose
Will hope to disappear as long as I can
See you
Hope you guys are doing well in your life

Recently

The calendar is getting more skinny
Time passed without leaving any footsteps
It is just too fast
The date that we have been waiting for is approaching
The speed of time is so scary
Now I'm having my 3 week-break
At the same time,my result for my sem 1 is coming out soon
18 August 2011
I just hope I can score well
At the same time,I must follow my checklist
I must accomplish my tasks
I must keep myself inspired to do well in Unit 2
Train myself to be prepared for the A2 Level units
Settle IELTS before October
Make my mind as soon as possible
Medicine or Pharmacy
I must decide it soon
Recently I get tired very easily
Feel like sleeping only
But I cannot be like that
It makes me feel lazy
I hope I can lighten my parent's burden with my steady salary
Time is the one that I have to sacrifice
Money is burnt when books are bought
Need to pay for exam fee soon
I may be having exam during the 1st day of CNY
Whole Jan'12 will be busy
Time time time
Why are you in rush?

Once in A while

Dear my readers
I'm here for a while
It has been long time I didn't update my bloggie
Such a rare case
Recently I'm inspired
So I wish I can keep the inspiration and move on
So sorry if I miss anything or can't be with you when there is a need
Especially to dear,darlz & bee chin chin
Talk about my recent life lu
I was being quite busy
Buried myself with homework
Revision...Not really...
Saturday I joined 30 Hour- Famine
It was my very 1st time to starve for 30 hours
I never expect I'm able to do so
Such an amazing experience
Wow. I'm great.xD
Such a meaningful camp
But the last few hours before breaking fast was terrible
No energy
Hands shaking
Felt like vomiting
Half dead like that
Finally,we did it!!!!!!
We raised our V soy Soya sponsored by V soy
And said CHEERSSS!!!!!!
My very 1st time to feel the small little chocolate muffin was so tasty
It was the most delicious food in the world
You can't imagine the gratefulness & satisfaction if you didn't go through it
I learnt to appreciate food
I learnt to be grateful with what I have
August break is coming soon
The break is not for me to take my rest and stop my journey
Yet, it is a path for me to accelerate
I should utilise it well
I hope I can make it
I can feel the determination flow in me nowadays
I wish I can share with dear
Dear,your dear here will always support you
She will send her support all the way from KL to Perak
Noname
I saw Danille Lee in the Count Down of 30 Hour-Famine
I just wanted to share with you
But sadly no response from you
Maybe you're busy
But his live singing was really nice
With guitar some more
Like Like Like
That's all
I got to go
See you soon