Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Be Grateful..

After visiting buddies' bloggies
I have the inspiration to loiter here
My title - Be Grateful
A simple phrase but most of us couldn't make it
Keep on complaining on what we don't have
But we never appreciate and be grateful on what we have
Things that you don't care could mean a lot for other people
We can never care for everyone's feelings
But at least do show we care others' feelings
Somehow people can feel they are concerned and secured
Just a simple action can put a broad smile on a person's face
Why not?
I may not be a good daughter,good sibling,good friend,good intimate,good girlfriend
I may be too mean and bad sometimes
Or even most of the time
But sometimes I really hope I can do anything to make someone smile
Just to make them feel contented
That's all
I don't know whether I succeed or not
But that's my simple purpose
Sometimes thing happens unexpectedly
Which will ruin every single plan
No matter how
Plan is better than unplanned
Things will be done better with planning than without
Unplanned event is meant to be surprise but not rubbish
When you think you are not happy
Then you should do some stuff
Think of some things which you should feel grateful
Maybe you will feel better
Simple is the best
Try not to make things complicated
*actually I am telling myself as well..xD

Saturday, January 21, 2012

The Very First Time..

其实真的很不喜欢在自己需要人陪的时候
独自一个人
寂寞难耐
真的很不喜欢这种感觉
大年除夕的早上
独自一个人在家
有一种被人遗忘
被人落掉的感觉
心里很苦涩
在这个时候
除了电脑播放的歌曲以外
也只听得见自己的呼吸声
在一个冷冷的早上
我感觉更冷了
我只能不断的告诉自己
你应该去温习了
不应该在浪费时间
想一想
我应该要快点让自己习惯
习惯自己一个人面对一切
尽管过程有多么的苦涩
偶尔会想想
当你离开的那一天来临时
我会有怎么样的感受
尽管心里再怎么不舍
也要让你看到我
微笑着跟你道别
It is not the end of the world
I should be able to cope it
I still have my garden with me
Still have people around me
Thank you for coming to my world
This is my first CNY in KL with my books
Happy Chinese New Year
=)

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

No...

A short post will do
I spare time to loiter again
Now my heart feel one kind
I feel insecure
I don't know what I am thinking
Shouldn't be the way you know
I hold my heart tightly
Hope I can feel the numbness
Forget all the bad things
Do what I should do
Behave what I should behave
Think what I should think
Nothing else
Cheer my dear
Cheer syane.ms.h2o

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Let Go...

When there is a start
Then there will be an end
For sth that you wish to hold it tightly
You won't want to know when will be the end
For sth that you wish to let go
You will look forward to the end
Once you let go
The thing will become memory
For a thing that I hold it tightly
The thing which I feel I am lucky to own it
Somehow I need to let go
No matter how heavy-hearted I am
No matter how painful I feel
If I let go will ease the situation
Then I rather choose to let go
Let the thing go without feeling worried
But I wish before I let go
I will have a chance to attempt
Even though I don't know what is the probability
At least I have tried and I will not feel regret
Hold the tears
Hold the pain
Enjoy whatever I have
Be grateful always
Before the thing comes to the end
Can I ?
It should be a strong yes,shouldn't it?
If there is the end
I will keep everything in a box
Bury in my deep heart core
As you are so special to me

Monday, January 2, 2012

First step into The Garden of Tranquility in 2012

Spare some time from my revision time to loiter
Hehehehe
Happy New Year!
Wish you have a blissful 2012
Reviewed my 2011
That was my last post in 2011
Since this is my first post in 2012
So I am going to talk about my new year resolutions
A simple list will do
* Score well in A Levels
* Pursue what I wish to in the future
* Lose weight and be slimmer
( I hope I can have the determination )
* Stay close to who I wish to
( I know this sounds funny )
* Be positive always
( Reduce the frequency of mood swing )
* Improve myself
( In all the way to be better syane! )
* Be more matured and more outgoing
I guess this is enough for me to accomplish
Always remind myself
I wish everyone will do the same!
Work hard to get anything we want
Be a better man!!
Good luck my dear readers!!!

Saturday, December 31, 2011

1 flies and 2 comes..

Today is the last day of 2011
First and foremost
Happy Birthday to You
My dearest DAddY!!

In 2011
There are so much changes in my life
Sweet,bitter,happy,sad...
I said goodbye to my secondary school life
And said hi to my A Levels life
Obviously,the life is totally different
Talk about college life
I think my college life is not as interesting as others
But I am glad to meet all of you who are from different backgrounds
Excluding our exam period
We left 3 months + to be together
After that we will be in different edge of the world
Meeting new friends,pursuing different things
Hope you guys have a wonderful 2012
May all your sweet dreams come true
My future doctor friends
Talk about secondary school buddies
One year has gone
Yet, we are still close
I appreciate our friendship
Especially to my dear intimates
I hope we can still stay close
And share whatever we want
Be crazy whenever we want
Maybe the chance for us to meet up will become lesser
I still hope our friendship will not "rust"
I love you
Talk about family
In 2012
Grandfather is not with us anymore
But he will live in our heart
I miss his voice and his smile
All my family members
Stay strong
I hope we can gather frequently
Those who work,good luck in working
Those who study,all the best in study
The most important thing is
STAY HEALTHY!!!
I love you
My F.A.M.I.L.Y.
Talk about you
My present in 2011
I am lucky and grateful to have you
We don't know how long we can go
So why don't we just hold hands and walk as far as we can
Yours fits mine
I will never forget every single moments we had together
Now is the time for us to have a new folder for 2012
Saranghaeyo

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Simple.=)

Life is simple when we don't think too much
Life is interesting when we don't complain much
Life is wonderful when we learn to forget and forgive
Time is what we need when we are not in the right mood
Talk to someone whom you trust
It may make you feel better
But most of the time
I can't find anyone when I am in need
So I must learn to face it alone
Time will heal all the wounds
People will emo when they think too much
And they start doubting
At that moment,we have to keep on telling ourselves
Thing is not as bad as we thought
We must keep on believing
Convince yourselves to believe
I know that is not easy as I always fail to do so
But it really takes time
Sure can overcome it
It is just the matter of time
Keep the mind as simple as we can
Then life will not be too miserable
Do not expect anything
Keep on telling yourselves like that
It is really bitter to taste disappointment and tears

Thanks to Edexcel
I have no Christmas & CNY celebrations
Coincidentally,I can't really celebrate CNY next year even I have no exam
I always tell myself
Bitterness comes before sweetness
The stupid brain is trying hard to take it in
I hope the brain is really telling me I can do it
This time round,my stress doesn't drive me work harder
Kinda suffering
Strive for the best !!!!
Must~~~~