Selective

Something which is suitable for you
doesn't mean it is suitable for everyone
Sometimes you feel like sharing something with someone
However,the someone may not take in what you shared
The feeling is quite miserable
You mean to share
The someone doesn't mean to listen to you
Try to think by using a different way
Keep some to yourself
Once you know what kind of thing the person will not listen
Then don't tell even the matter is stuck in your throat
I experienced it for quite a few times
But I am sucks in controlling myself for not telling it
I should always remind myself
As I may annoy people by doing that
Talk to the particular person about the particular matter
You happy I happy
Have fun at the right time
Have private time at the right time as well
Sharing is caring
But I know your friends can't share everything with you and vice versa
So we can have our own sweet private time
Learn how to think
Learn how to behave
Sometimes,we just need to switch on "crazy" mode
To actually make ourselves relax
Lose control a bit
Not too over then come back to the original
Everyone will have their own remote control
It is just the matter of time and self regulation
We know where is the "stop" button
We just refuse to press the "stop" and follow by "next"
This is a life process which everyone will go through it
But not everyone is strong enough to hold the pain and do so
It takes time
For those who are going to go through or who is going through this
Good luck and Ganbatte
Stop the pain and start writing a new chapter of life
And don't forget to apply the international language
S.M.I.L.E

Few days later
I am going to start my third sem of A-Levels
My last sem of A-Levels
All the best
I will appreciate every moment I have with you all

Lastly
IMYVM
Don't you feel more tired today?

Be Grateful..

After visiting buddies' bloggies
I have the inspiration to loiter here
My title - Be Grateful
A simple phrase but most of us couldn't make it
Keep on complaining on what we don't have
But we never appreciate and be grateful on what we have
Things that you don't care could mean a lot for other people
We can never care for everyone's feelings
But at least do show we care others' feelings
Somehow people can feel they are concerned and secured
Just a simple action can put a broad smile on a person's face
Why not?
I may not be a good daughter,good sibling,good friend,good intimate,good girlfriend
I may be too mean and bad sometimes
Or even most of the time
But sometimes I really hope I can do anything to make someone smile
Just to make them feel contented
That's all
I don't know whether I succeed or not
But that's my simple purpose
Sometimes thing happens unexpectedly
Which will ruin every single plan
No matter how
Plan is better than unplanned
Things will be done better with planning than without
Unplanned event is meant to be surprise but not rubbish
When you think you are not happy
Then you should do some stuff
Think of some things which you should feel grateful
Maybe you will feel better
Simple is the best
Try not to make things complicated
*actually I am telling myself as well..xD

The Very First Time..

其实真的很不喜欢在自己需要人陪的时候
独自一个人
寂寞难耐
真的很不喜欢这种感觉
大年除夕的早上
独自一个人在家
有一种被人遗忘
被人落掉的感觉
心里很苦涩
在这个时候
除了电脑播放的歌曲以外
也只听得见自己的呼吸声
在一个冷冷的早上
我感觉更冷了
我只能不断的告诉自己
你应该去温习了
不应该在浪费时间
想一想
我应该要快点让自己习惯
习惯自己一个人面对一切
尽管过程有多么的苦涩
偶尔会想想
当你离开的那一天来临时
我会有怎么样的感受
尽管心里再怎么不舍
也要让你看到我
微笑着跟你道别
It is not the end of the world
I should be able to cope it
I still have my garden with me
Still have people around me
Thank you for coming to my world
This is my first CNY in KL with my books
Happy Chinese New Year
=)

No...

A short post will do
I spare time to loiter again
Now my heart feel one kind
I feel insecure
I don't know what I am thinking
Shouldn't be the way you know
I hold my heart tightly
Hope I can feel the numbness
Forget all the bad things
Do what I should do
Behave what I should behave
Think what I should think
Nothing else
Cheer my dear
Cheer syane.ms.h2o

Let Go...

When there is a start
Then there will be an end
For sth that you wish to hold it tightly
You won't want to know when will be the end
For sth that you wish to let go
You will look forward to the end

Once you let go
The thing will become memory
For a thing that I hold it tightly
The thing which I feel I am lucky to own it
Somehow I need to let go
No matter how heavy-hearted I am
No matter how painful I feel
If I let go will ease the situation
Then I rather choose to let go
Let the thing go without feeling worried
But I wish before I let go
I will have a chance to attempt
Even though I don't know what is the probability
At least I have tried and I will not feel regret
Hold the tears
Hold the pain
Enjoy whatever I have
Be grateful always
Before the thing comes to the end
Can I ?
It should be a strong yes,shouldn't it?
If there is the end
I will keep everything in a box
Bury in my deep heart core
As you are so special to me

First step into The Garden of Tranquility in 2012

Spare some time from my revision time to loiter
Hehehehe
Happy New Year!
Wish you have a blissful 2012
Reviewed my 2011
That was my last post in 2011
Since this is my first post in 2012
So I am going to talk about my new year resolutions
A simple list will do
* Score well in A Levels
* Pursue what I wish to in the future
* Lose weight and be slimmer
( I hope I can have the determination )
* Stay close to who I wish to
( I know this sounds funny )
* Be positive always
( Reduce the frequency of mood swing )
* Improve myself
( In all the way to be better syane! )
* Be more matured and more outgoing
I guess this is enough for me to accomplish
Always remind myself
I wish everyone will do the same!
Work hard to get anything we want
Be a better man!!
Good luck my dear readers!!!

1 flies and 2 comes..

Today is the last day of 2011
First and foremost
Happy Birthday to You
My dearest DAddY!!

In 2011
There are so much changes in my life
Sweet,bitter,happy,sad...
I said goodbye to my secondary school life
And said hi to my A Levels life
Obviously,the life is totally different
Talk about college life
I think my college life is not as interesting as others
But I am glad to meet all of you who are from different backgrounds
Excluding our exam period
We left 3 months + to be together
After that we will be in different edge of the world
Meeting new friends,pursuing different things
Hope you guys have a wonderful 2012
May all your sweet dreams come true
My future doctor friends
Talk about secondary school buddies
One year has gone
Yet, we are still close
I appreciate our friendship
Especially to my dear intimates
I hope we can still stay close
And share whatever we want
Be crazy whenever we want
Maybe the chance for us to meet up will become lesser
I still hope our friendship will not "rust"
I love you
Talk about family
In 2012
Grandfather is not with us anymore
But he will live in our heart
I miss his voice and his smile
All my family members
Stay strong
I hope we can gather frequently
Those who work,good luck in working
Those who study,all the best in study
The most important thing is
STAY HEALTHY!!!
I love you
My F.A.M.I.L.Y.
Talk about you
My present in 2011
I am lucky and grateful to have you
We don't know how long we can go
So why don't we just hold hands and walk as far as we can
Yours fits mine
I will never forget every single moments we had together
Now is the time for us to have a new folder for 2012
Saranghaeyo