T.G.I.M.Y.

Time flies
We are getting closer and closer
Is our 5th month
I'm hereby to say
Thank you
Sorry
You mean a lot to me
You are so important to me
Thanks for being with me
Thanks for being my another half
Lastly

Thanks God I Meet You
ILY
<3

Appreciation..

Thanks for those who care for me
You know who you are
I'm sorry because I made you worried about me
Thanks for your concerns
I just get overwhelmed by my stress
I posted this to show my appreciation to those who care about me
I'm glad to have you in my life,my friends
Every single words you used made me feel secured

Mocks are coming

That mean final is coming soon

Never think my A levels life is going to end soon

If I'm not mistaken,next week will be the last week of my A levels
Time flies
Now what I can do is to study super hard
There is no U turn now
This will be the last chance
The final result will affect my future
Whether I can get the offer and the scholarships
Future is unknown
Life is getting tougher
I'm going to face many things soon
Good luck to me and you
Thanks for wasting your time to read all my posts
Thank you
Have a good day ahead

先苦后甜

这几天的我
变得很脆弱
脆弱得我不喜欢
我不喜欢这样的感觉
差不多每一天都尝到眼泪的苦涩
累了，流了
振作起来，继续努力
每一天在睡觉前思考
明天要温习什么科目
要花多少个小时
自己给自己的压力
身边朋友用功读书

无形中也变成了我的压力
抚心自问
我有很努力吗? 我不懂
常常催眠自己，告诉自己
先苦后甜
真的很苦
感觉上很多事情在发生
影影约约觉得有很多很多的事情在前方等着我

我不知道自己还有没有勇气走下去
是自己承担压力的能力太低
我不懂
此时此刻
我真的很希望有个肩膀可以让我依靠
让我觉得我不是一个人在面对
尽管如此，我知道我必须接受事实
目前很多事情都是自己在处理
自己在承受
或许大家会认为
都是我自寻烦恼
做了错误的选择
有时候不是我不分享
只是我看到你们烦的样子
我的心更烦，更乱，更心痛
有些时候就只是希望
可以在你那里得到一些安慰
就只是要这样
我多么希望我可以有一个晚上的时间
去看看电影，跟朋友聚一聚，一起哈拉
给自己一个可以毫无忧虑的的空间
那就足够了
真的累了

又是时候走了
再见

Sigh

Why things can't be perfect?
I want it to be nearly perfect but I don't have the ability
Sigh

Exam is coming soon
It will end soon
Everything will end soon
And we don't have much time
Heartache

Stress
Things can't be done nicely
Work hard until I feel exhausted
Outcome isn't what I want

Money
Trouble me
No money will die
Sigh

Pain

Heartache until I can't really do my work
The pain keeps on reminding me how stupid I am
How dumb I am
Really painful
Even more painful than what I experienced yesterday
I will be careful in my speech
Anger can really make people go mad and lost control
Do not simply get angry!
Compared to the pain now
My anger yesterday is extremely insignificant
I hate myself from being so dumb and let the tragedy repeat again
I wish I can disappear from the world for a while
Punish myself !
 I hate you
Heng Li Xuan !

Love Life

Life is a learning process
This few days
I learn to be tougher and stronger
Pain makes me grow
I'm holding the pain
Trying to convert it into driving force
Trust is built bit by bit
But if you wish to destroy it
You can do so by using one second
Not everyone can be trusted
Just learn to be careful when getting along with people
Always remind yourself to be careful
Just to protect yourself
When people tell you something frankly
Will you be able to take it?
Seeing you smile makes me happy
Your emo face made me heartache
Too many things happen at the same time
I should learn how to handle
Exam is around the corner
But it seems my study method is wrong
What I can do is to force myself to absorb and remember whatever I can
Keep myself motivated as long as I can
Remind myself not to slack
People keep giving me pressure
It is just meant to push me to move faster
No regrets when I put a full stop for my A Levels life
Study hard work hard
Money is very important somehow
No money,nothing  can be done
Last but not the least
Thanks for accompanying me for so long
Your love,tolerate,patience,cares
I feel it
I appreciate it
You are awesome
I may be quite bad-tempered sometimes
What I commented may not be agreed by you
Thanks for your toleration
Your support=my catalyst
ILY

Compare..

Along our journey of life
We may meet many different types of person
One thing we will always do is
C.O.M.P.A.R.E.
We tend to be more outstanding and better
Just to show people your good sides
Sometimes it is good to be low-profiled
When we tend to compare
At that moment,you will feel inferior
In another way of putting it is you will feel that you are like nobody
You are useless
Not to say we are ungrateful by not realising our strengths
But somehow you will feel that you should improve and upgrade yourself
We should not stop learning
We should know that there is pretty important for us to know more about the world,about things that happened around us
Whenever people talk about sth
I am like a dumbo who don't even know a single thing of it
I will tell myself
Life is a learning process
It may be very sarcastic when you hear someone say
"Huh? You don't know this ar? Like this also don't know ar?"
May get hurt by this but
Tell yourself
Learn and know more about it
Be more thick-faced and ask about it
I'm trying hard to do so
I don't want to be a sponge which just know how to absorb but don't know how to digest and explore
I must learn how to think
I suck in this
Such an useless fella
*Hypnotizing myself to be positive*
Dear readers
Enjoy learning and improving yourself
=)