Friday, December 31, 2010

The boundary

Date : 311210 & 010111
Time : 2045 - 0100
Venue : Thai Restaurant, Menjalara & Green Apple Cafe
Activities :
~ having dinner 
~ taking pictures
~ chatting
~ playing cards
~ beating each other
~ watching fireworks
Gallery : 
 dad
 mum
 yean & yt
 jaine & syane
 yt
 yean
 jaine
 Thai restaurant
 two pabo-s
 syane.ms.h2o
 chris
 syane
 it was so bitter
 sharp & bright xD
 syane & yt
 fireworks
 HAPPY NEW YEAR
Welcome 2011 =)

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2011
syane.ms.h2o's wishes to 
1. F.A.M.I.L.Y.
~ stay healthy & happy
~ improve in career & study
~ the warmth is kept eternally
~ no more quarrel
~ more understanding
~ ALL THE BEST

2. I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S. [ you & you ]
~ all the best in everything
~ take good care of yourselves
~ have a new life
~ be careful in everything
~ I will miss you so MUCH
~ ALL THE BEST

3. F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
~ all the best in your study or even job
~ you must live happier and more wonderful in 2011
~ we may not meet again, so TAKE CARE
~ ALL THE BEST

I will bury in my deep heart core =)
peacefully =)
R.I.P.
010111
1513

Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Last day of 2010

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to baba
Happy birthday to you
=)
*happy and healthy always
*the warmth of family will never change
*others may abandon you but family won't
this is the truth















we are HAPPY family!!!!
nothing's gonna change my LOVE for you!!!!

do you know the feeling of keeping everything in the heart?
now only I know it is extremely suffering
but I will still do so
because there is no point for the person to know
right?
=)
sing and sing and sing
music and music and music 
that's my lifestyle
how nice it is
close your eyes
listening to music 
enjoying the music
"tasting" every single words in the lyrics
"tasting" the rhythms of the songs
you will forget every fret you faced
after that
you will meet a good friend
TIME


311210
0214

Can you Hear me?

Come nearer 
can you hear me?
I think I would never ever write about my Mood in bloggie
so I'm here after I calmed myself down
I need to increase my EQ
I'm a doctor right now
a doctor who can treat herself
recover on her own
quite nice right?
I need to put much effort
to achieve 99.99% efficiency
can I have a Uhu Gum now?
I need to paste back the pieces of my heart
can someone lend me?
=)
come nearer
then you can listen to my heart
listen to what my heart whispers
I really scared I can't stand it
I'm trying my best
but unfortunately no one can see my effort
*opps
*negative elements pop out
*sorry,my readers
=)
I wish to be a superwoman with a heart which is made up by stone
the reason for being a superwoman :
~ I wish to have the ability to solve every problems occured
the reason to have the heart :
~ I don't want it to be pierced easily
Human ar human
why are you so complicated leh?
another 24+ hours
syane.ms.h2o is going to reborn
Human
please leave those sad things in 2010
but bring along those pleasant things to 2011
Human
please forgive and forget
Human
we may die in the next minute
can stop hurting yourself and others?
and
once the people who care about you have gone
that's your kerugian
and once you miss
you would never have the opportunity to get them back to you
do you understand?
do appreciate
=)
devastated
upset
sob
go away
those who get hurt
please get yourself recover as soon as possible
learn and grow afterwards
those who hurt people directly or indirectly
please flash back what the person has done to/for you
and consider whether is it worthy and correct for you to do so
*just take this normally*
*it is just a simple reminder*
*I'm reminding myself too*
thanks to tear
thanks to Garden of Tranquility
thanks to music
you make me feel good
better and the best
xD
*to my readers
I wish you will have a wonderful new year eve and 2011
*to my friends who are going to have National Service [2 Jan-13 Mar ]
syane.ms.h2o wishes you will have a nice and memorable experience there
please be careful in doing everything there
take care
*to my friends who are going to start their studies soon
syane.ms.h2o wishes you to have a bright future
study hard and study smart 
*to my friends who are still confused about their future
syane.ms.h2o wishes you can figure out your way soon
consider carefully about it
have a bright future!
syane.ms.h2o supports you all the time
=)
syane.ms.h2o crosses her fingers to pray for everyone she knows
God
can you hear me?

301210
1704

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Fair Or Unfair?

I believe I have enough experiences to talk about the fairness
I know the feelings of being unfair
actually people won't know what you paid if you didn't reveal
but actually sometimes we have no need to reveal 
keep in the deep heart core will do
at least people will appreciate if they can really feel
right?
being neglected
being ignored
being treated unfairly 
those are normal for syane.ms.h2o
but I hope these will not happen to syane.ms.h2o in the future 
=)
once you miss something
you may not have chance to undergo the same thing again
or you may not have chance to do it again
at that time only you feel regret
but it seems useless

what do you feel if syane.ms.h2o disappears in the world?
will you feel sad?
will your tear drop?
I will think of these questions
although it's quite negative
but these will stimulate you
and you will appreciate people more
I did this
I appreciate you
who are reading this post
my dear sisters
my dear brother
my dear intimates
my dear friends
为了一个人
默默的付出
只为了让对方开心
你们看到那个人的存在吗?
你们生命中有那个人吗?
如果有的话
请你们好好的珍惜他/她
but do remember
do everything WITHIN the LIMIT
if you are OVER the LIMIT
you may hurt your family or friends 
or people who care for you indirectly

Care can be a softener 
it can be a weapon too
if your care is out of the limit
you may burden the person 
and you may hurt others' heart
that is so called a WEAPON
with cares
it can make people soft-hearted
forgive every mistakes that others did
accept every shortcomings others have
this is so called a SOFTENER
Love is blind
but with cares
you may lead the way for yourselves
just like a guiding star

don't give people your words easily
if you do not have the confidence to fulfill it
*grasp*

because if you fail to do so
you wouldn't know how hurt is the person
don't simply tell a person you want to do this and that
think twice and be responsible to what you have promised

*it is not easy to promise people something if you can't do that*

don't know why
I miss her suddenly
maybe because I think of her today


291210
0107

Monday, December 27, 2010

Get to KNow

time flies
you will get to know someone well

you will know his/her longcomings and shortcomings
then you will accept his/her everything once you get along with him/her well
but in case you couldn't accept?
what would you do?
actually
this is very simple
don't think too much will be better
sometimes
thing is easy if you tell others but it is hard when comes to practise
do you agree?
but just because we are human
we have emotion
it's hard to control our emotion
that's why we will always do something which is out of control
or out of the logic
now the negative thought is popping out
I'm trying my best to control
not to reveal it but communicate with my heart
I hope there is no negative stuff in my Garden of Tranquility
I wish to change my style
my characteristics & my stubbornness
I did partially on something and it works
the stubbornness has been decreased a little bit
that's why I must make myself to be tougher
and not to be influenced by anyone or anything
any expression or any words
must stand firmly
like mangrove tree
syane.ms.h2o
you can do it
now is in the progress of recovering

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Share :
 it is nice=) *like*
 sunrise or sunset?
actually it just depends on how we think..
that's why..syane.ms.h2o,don't be stubborn..=)
 nice sentence =)
 Silence is a girl's loudest cry..
I wish I can have one now to accompany me in this silent night..

*no more inspiration
*see you
271210
2333

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas!!

Date : 241210
Time : 2100-0245
Venue : Green Apple Cafe
Activities :
~ having my dinner
~ chatting
~ playing cards-49
~ beating people
~ listening to music
~ watching the fireworks
~ countdown
~ open presents-at 0300.251210 =)
Gallery :
 my cute daddy =)
 innocent lele =)
 yean aka zyrence =)
 sweet theng =)
 theng & mummy =)
 syane aka cinderella
 purple heart + yean = nice
 orange heart + syane = lame
 xiao jie & syane =)
nice =)
to noname & mushroom , either one of you made theng's hand has blue black..
xD
joking but the effect is TRUE =)

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Date : 251210
Time : 1200-1815
Venue : Persiaran Segambut Dalam [Noname's house]
Activities :
~ chatting-with noname&jason&auntie&pumpkin
~ watching tv
~ eating maggi
~ teasing noname
~ making noise
~ having picnic
~ playing at playground
~ singing
Gallery :
 my new friend = snoopy =)
 nostalgia + 100 reasons to be confident =)
 sky =)
 nice weather =)
 pumpkin + jason + noname + auntie =)
 simple but wonderful =)
 ultramEn + busy noname =)
we are happy family =)

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Date : 251210
Time : 2000-now
Venue : Happy City & Jusco & home sweet home
Activities :
~ having dinner
~ shopping
~ no enough money to buy something
~ having Starbucks
~ the supermarket was colder than usual- don't know why 
~ updating Garden of Tranquility
~ editing photos
~ snapping photos-my mission and I've completed it
~ have to sleep because tomorrow have to attend undang class for 5 hours
Gallery :
toppee nut latte =)

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Conclusion :
~ my Christmas presents
I love these =)
thank you =)