1 flies and 2 comes..

Today is the last day of 2011
First and foremost
Happy Birthday to You
My dearest DAddY!!

In 2011
There are so much changes in my life
Sweet,bitter,happy,sad...
I said goodbye to my secondary school life
And said hi to my A Levels life
Obviously,the life is totally different
Talk about college life
I think my college life is not as interesting as others
But I am glad to meet all of you who are from different backgrounds
Excluding our exam period
We left 3 months + to be together
After that we will be in different edge of the world
Meeting new friends,pursuing different things
Hope you guys have a wonderful 2012
May all your sweet dreams come true
My future doctor friends
Talk about secondary school buddies
One year has gone
Yet, we are still close
I appreciate our friendship
Especially to my dear intimates
I hope we can still stay close
And share whatever we want
Be crazy whenever we want
Maybe the chance for us to meet up will become lesser
I still hope our friendship will not "rust"
I love you
Talk about family
In 2012
Grandfather is not with us anymore
But he will live in our heart
I miss his voice and his smile
All my family members
Stay strong
I hope we can gather frequently
Those who work,good luck in working
Those who study,all the best in study
The most important thing is
STAY HEALTHY!!!
I love you
My F.A.M.I.L.Y.
Talk about you
My present in 2011
I am lucky and grateful to have you
We don't know how long we can go
So why don't we just hold hands and walk as far as we can
Yours fits mine
I will never forget every single moments we had together
Now is the time for us to have a new folder for 2012
Saranghaeyo

Simple.=)

Life is simple when we don't think too much
Life is interesting when we don't complain much
Life is wonderful when we learn to forget and forgive
Time is what we need when we are not in the right mood
Talk to someone whom you trust
It may make you feel better
But most of the time
I can't find anyone when I am in need
So I must learn to face it alone

Time will heal all the wounds
People will emo when they think too much
And they start doubting
At that moment,we have to keep on telling ourselves
Thing is not as bad as we thought
We must keep on believing
Convince yourselves to believe
I know that is not easy as I always fail to do so
But it really takes time
Sure can overcome it
It is just the matter of time
Keep the mind as simple as we can
Then life will not be too miserable
Do not expect anything
Keep on telling yourselves like that
It is really bitter to taste disappointment and tears

Thanks to Edexcel
I have no Christmas & CNY celebrations
Coincidentally,I can't really celebrate CNY next year even I have no exam
I always tell myself
Bitterness comes before sweetness
The stupid brain is trying hard to take it in
I hope the brain is really telling me I can do it
This time round,my stress doesn't drive me work harder
Kinda suffering
Strive for the best !!!!
Must~~~~

Fate...

很多事情其实早已注定
怎么样逃也逃不掉
生老病死
是每个人必经的过程
真的没想到
我看着我的公公病倒
看着他微弱的呼吸
看着他痛苦
心也痛了起来
一直到他闭上双眼长眠
这些所有的所有
我还历历在目
有点难接受他就这样走了
真的很心疼
感谢dears在我需要的时候给我安慰
问候我，疼我，关心我
想办法哄我开心
我真的非常感激与珍惜
公公曾经因为我说我要做医生而感到开心
之前还在犹豫
现在我想做医生的心更加坚定
我希望我可以让王家引以为傲
成为王家第一个医生
所以我必须更加坚强
更加努力

你
谢谢你不惜一切的为我付出
我都看在眼里
谢谢你的爱
我真的很庆幸可以认识你
我真的没有想到我可以遇到一个跟我那么有默契的人
太多的巧合
似乎不是巧合那么简单了
每次我们有很多巧合的时候
其实我真的很开心
也很庆幸
觉得自己很幸运
可以遇到那么好的人
虽然不知道会有多久
但我只想珍惜我们所拥有的每一刻
不要让彼此后悔
喜欢彼此有的默契
喜欢彼此之间的妥协
喜欢彼此所付出的一切
喜欢彼此的所有
真的真的很珍惜与在乎
已经是笔墨所能形容

感激所有可为我付出的朋友们
你们永远是最棒的
我王俐璇真的很幸运
能够在你们的生命里留下我的脚印
谢谢
我爱你们
打从心里的话

Sooner or Later..

Everything will come to an end eventually
Just the matter of time
No matter how
We should just appreciate what we have now
Be grateful because you own it
Regardless human or objects
Thank God because we still alive
We are still breathing
We still have the ability and strength to do what we want to do
Most of the things are fated
You can't stop it from happening
That is quite impossible
So what we can do is just accept
Even though you know the thing may end soon
You must appreciate
Don't let yourself feel regret
At the end,you will still have the memories with you
Do what you want to do as long as it is still within the limit
Don't be too demanding
Don't exceed the limit and disrupt the equilibrium
Dearss
Just stay with me as long as you can
That's all
I will stay with you all as long as I can too

Maturity...

Because of you
I learn how to live in the current moment and appreciate what I have now
Because of you
I become more matured
Because of you
I explore another side of syane.ms.h2o
Because of you
I have motivation
Because of you
I know I am not alone
Because of you
My mood swing frequency is lower
Thank you very much

Stressful life...
Mocks are killing me
However
I should keep on reminding myself
I am studying for the sake of final
Even I scored badly in mocks
There will still be time for me to improve
Utilise the time to make myself better
Finally
I have done my IELTS
Result will be out on 9 Dec
Crossing my fingers at least 7 please
If I got higher than this
I will be super happy
I want to make my money worth!
Now should focus in my exam
Thinking of ditching Sungha Jung...

The Time

The pages left in my diary is getting less and less
This indicates that the days approaching 2012 is getting less and less
When I flip my diary over and look at the event on certain day
I feel the pressure and tension
I sigh
I know I am running out of time
Yet I am not prepared
Not even one paper
I start worrying
I scared I screw my papers up AGAIN
I cannot afford to screw it up over and over
Now I keep on communicating with my subconscious mind
I can do it I can do it I can do it
I will strive for the best

At the same time
I sigh because time flies
Reading those statuses from my juniors who are the candidates of SPM'11
For me
SPM seemed to be a matter which happened yesterday
Without we realise it
We are one year older
So many things have changed
We are in different path

After another 6 months,I need to say goodbye to my A-Levels life
Say goodbye to my classmates
We may never meet again
I have to welcome the blur future with my opened arms
No one will know what will happen in the future
What we can do is moving forwards with a tough heart

Thanks to all my dears and darlz
Who have accompanied me for this year
They never forget me even though we are no longer in the same school
They still give me support
I don't care how my other friends treat me
For me
You all are the most important one
I am very haengbok now
I have 4 dears and 1 darlz who always support me and love me
I really appreciate what you have done for me
I hope we can still move on with this kind of relationship
I really mean it

God bless me
All my mocks and IELTS are during the same period
So many things are going on at the same time
I hope I am strong enough to withstand the high pressure
Crossing my fingers
Cannot waste time anymore
No way...
2012 Jan
I wish I can keep myself away from all the distractions
Good luck everyone

171111

Today is definitely not my day
My H2O in my body lost through my tear gland
I felt bad and guilty
The feeling of guilt is torturing me
Seriously
I am sorry my dear
Thanks for being frank to me
Let me know what I have done and what I should do
As you know
I treasure and appreciate you
When comes to friendship or even more than that
Nothing is more important than the inner part
Physical or talents are meaningless
When we get along then you will find that the trust is the most important
What I feel glad is the trust exists between us
It is very hard to have such friends
No matter what happen
I will not forget you as the capacity of our file is increasing
Get it?
Live at this moment
I feel better after reading the mail on the pencil
I found it quite meaningful
Thanks for your everything
I do appreciate
Seriously....