Ouch..It's so painful...

The Garden of Tranquility in my heart is covered by cloud
Dark cloud
And eventually the rain dropped and made the land wet
At this moment,h2o made the land in my heart wet
The rain came and went
And this process is repeated for so many times
Sunlight is unable to come in
Cloudy and rainy day in my heart
I know I deserved it
But it is really painful
Whenever I tell my family or classmates
Their response is "Huh?!"
I'm so sorry for disappointing you
Seriously I need to slap myself ady
Regret for nothing
Devastated~
Sob sob
I'm so sorry
I need time to recover from the pain
The pain of April is gone
No more
Now this is pain of May
Here I would like to thank
1.Sweet pumpkin
She has a tough time because I keep on throwing negative stuff on her
Her eyes and ears have to suffer because I always merungut
Thanks a lot,dear~
2.Darling
She is the best darling ever
The best consultant and motivator ever
She came at the right time when I need her
I will remember "mutual"
*To sweet pumpkin & Darling*
syane.ms.h2o is crossing her fingers
I hope I can get good news from both of you tomorrow
Good luck

3.-_____protie_____-
He always makes joke and makes me feel relax
He taught me a lot of things
Taught me how to see thing differently
Think differently
I never think we can be that close
We are unusual
When two weirdos come together
Nice
Thank you for your companion

That day I saw someone commented on tempura's status in FB
The style is like Pn.Low
I suddenly miss her so much
She can always understand me
And give me useful opinion

I think I need to regulate and recover asap
I don't want to let the thing happen
It will never happen
If I have strong determination
See you guys soon
Thanks for spending your time to read emo post..
Have a nice weekend
=)