Spill H2o...

Don't ask me why I put "Spill H2o" as my blog title
I'm lost
I'm depressed
I'm tensed up
I feel insecure
My To-Do-List is long
But my determination & willpower just last for a short while only
I feel helpless
I can't describe what's my mood now
Will off to bed to cure
I left my Physics worksheet to lie peacefully in my file without completing it
I know I'm acting like an ostrich
I want to conquer it
I really want to.....
Desperately....
You know what
I dreamt sth bad yesterday night
I saw a little girl fell from a tall building right in front of me
It was a nightmare
It made me think of one of my dreams last time
My own death
I don't know what I'm doing right now
My mind is messy
Don't worry
I will be fine
Soon...