I wonder..

Life can be so wonderful,so lovely
Can you be with me?
Walk through every obstacles in life
Face and fix every problem in life

I am in dilemma again
Pharmacy or Medicine?
I just need to press "declaration" button and my application form will be submitted
Now I am putting BPharm in IMU as my first choice
BPharm (2+2) in IMU and Queensland as my second choice
MBBS as my third choice
I don't know my decision is right or not
For the sake of my future family
I just worried that life as a doctor will be too hectic for a mother-to-be in the future
I might think too much or think too far
But I think I have to
I know I have changed my mind for quite a few times
This sounds so annoying
I am so sorry
You are not me and you wouldn't know what I feel
I am hurt when you just push me away when I am in need
But never mind
I have expected to face all that alone
Decide it on my own
Now I haven't pressed the button yet
Will do it quite soon as I don't want to wait anymore
I wish I can get into uni by this year
I am lost and confused..
Seriously..