The Dark Night

Before the night came,I thought it would be a "bright" night

I have so many things in my head to share

Yet something ruined it

Thanks to it,my mood all gone

I can't even talk properly,can't even listen properly,can't even enjoy properly

It is so hard to seize the chance

It just went off 

At this dark night

I realise that I'm such a bitch

I always think I'm right

I don't know how to think for others

I don't know how to put myself in others' shoes

I don't know how to understand people and be considerate

I sucks

I always think I can manage I can do it

In fact,I can't

I overestimate myself 

I confused

I need some guidances 

I need some ideas

I don't know I can cope with it or not

My brain is full of question marks now

I'm doubting about my own ability

I don't know.........