New page of life

This week is going to my 4th week of degree life

Here comes October

In September, there are so many things happened in my life and your life 

Since it will be a brand new month, I hope everything will be smooth and good to you and to me

I'm here to say I'm okay

I'm coping quite well

So far so good 

The decision isn't that bad when I think about it more deeply

Guess my recovery is 80% ady

But yea.. I still cannot let go 100%

There is still <3 

Well, you can't expect me to let go 100% at once

If it does happen means my loves before are not true and sincere

Thank you to hectic degree life

It makes me cope with it better

However, the hectic life makes me feel so stressful 

I need to gain my efficiency back in order to accomplish every single task I have

I wish to be hardworking and take initiative to do what I should

Sometimes I just can't help it

The slack side of me wish to pop out and take a breath 

As the result of it, I will be super stressful because I'm running out of time

Now tonnes of i-lectures and revision are waiting for me

So many confusions that I have to clarify before the next lecture starts

If not it will end up with tonnes of question marks

Sometimes I really don't know how to revise and learn on my own

When come to self-centred learning or even with lecturers

It seems I'm on my own

No one can help me besides those books with thousands pages

Face laptop most of the time until I feel so sick of it

With my earphone on, I'm definitely not enjoying the music

But the i-lecture instead

I will try my best to get myself back to the right track

Do whatever I can so I will not regret with what I did

Thanks to the pain

I wish I can really grow stronger, more positive and more independent

One more thing..

I wish I can find a perfect study buddy

I need study buddy so badly

And at this moment, I will miss you as my study buddy

The best study buddy I ever have

Dear friends

Say goodbye to September and say Hi to October

Smile =)