4th Day

The daily question

How you feel today? Is the pain lessen? 

The answer will be okay okay lu. 

I don't know

I need you and I miss you SO badly today

Heartache too

Night time I suffer

No more tearing,weeping and crying

Yet the sorrow never subside 

The society is falling sick

I never expect this kind of thing will happen to my family

My house was intruded by thief 

The thief stole a laptop,my mum's purse and hand phone,my brother's PSP

This morning I got shocked when I woke up because I saw the gate was opened after I opened the door

The lock was missing and the gate was widely opened

Something bad must be happened

When I walked to my parents' room,I noticed that the laptop in the living room was missing

I immediately woke my mum up and she realised her purse and hand phone were stolen

My mum was sleeping with the door open in the morning

This happened in the morning in between 8am to 9am!

Such a busy and terrifying morning

Luckily my room's door was closed and my guitar in my bro's room is not stolen

And fortunately we were sleeping that time

I can't imagine what will happen if we were awake that time

Guess the thief will show us his weapon and force us to give him everything that are valuable

I feel so insecure now

If I stay at home alone,I will make sure I find something to do

If not I will start thinking and feel insecure

My mum was traumatised by this incident

God gave me too many bad things recently

My mum's foot injured in May

My bro's new hand phone was robbed few weeks ago

My mum's car was knocked by someone few weeks ago

My dad's car was knocked by someone few days ago

My sis cannot do their job smoothly this few days

I lose someone important few days ago

God,if you can hear me

Please..I pray to You..please take all these bad things away

We just want an ordinary and safe life

We work so hard to get money and things that we want

Never steal never rob 

Please give us a more stable life 

Please bring some good lucks and good things to our life

Thank You

Too many things happened recently

I'm really exhausted

And I feel so helpless

Even my intimate is facing problems also I can't help her

I'm such an useless friend

I can't help people to lessen the pain

I keep making people worry about me

I can't help people to solve problems

I'm just too

Useless....

HENG LI XUAN

Please get up from the pain and start living like a man