Sunday, July 8, 2012

First Day

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The day we were coupled together
There was a sleepless night
So unbelievable 
The kind of feeling lasted for few days
Still cannot believe it until "yours fits mine"
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The day you migrated 
There were few sleepless nights
Still cannot believe that now my life is without you
Now what I feel is numbness
I don't know what I should feel
Just now in the bathroom
I wept
The water mixed with my tears
I couldn't even differentiate between them
Dear readers
I'm sorry for my emo posts recently
But this is the only way I can express myself without hiding any feeling,any sorrow
Shed tears
Wipe tears
When come to night
Sleep is the best way to control my emotion
Stopping you from running in my mind
Keeping you nicely in my deep heart core
When will the sorrow in me subside?
Seriously,I don't know what I feel now
I'm happy to receive your messages
I'm really really excited to read it!
But at the same time,I feel ....
Fine,maybe I should be as positive as you
Hehe haha hehe haha hehe

4 comments:

  1. Cheer up my dear... I know it's hard but... It's fated I guess
    And in fact you are a lot more lucky than a lot of people,
    To meet sucha good guy as your first boyfriend and your relationship lasted for more than half a year, which is quite long to some people already.
    What I'm trying to say is.. I know it's hard to let go

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  2. But when the time comes, let go is the best way of ending this relationship already, isn't it?
    You still got us! Your college friends, and your beloved family
    Don't emo so long :) hope you can get over it soon
    Sometimes sadness can be a kind of motivation too right? :) take care of yourself, don't make him worried about you :)

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  3. Thank you sin yee.That's what I'm trying to tell myself.
    Today is just the second day. I will take my time to do it.I hope I can pull it through as soon as possible too.
    I will keep telling myself to be positive.Thanks for the advice and comment. Appreciate it.=)

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  4. You're welcome :) and good luck to you!
    I believe that you can get over it soon :)
    Don't hesitate to find us if you need companion :)

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