Third Day

I thought I get an answer in the afternoon
But I saw sth at night
It didn't really make me confused but it made me feel a bit "shaken"
Now I tell myself
I will continue doing that
Start changing my mindset slowly
And let go slowly
It is going to be a long term project 

No one can help in this project but only syane.ms.h2o alone

Thanks for those who commented,texted and called

I appreciate your concerns

I will be fine soon

This afternoon

Sitting alone

Clearing my room alone

I have no one to talk to 

I'm all alone

My world is so silent at that moment

Loneliness doesn't attack me during daytime 

Yet I didn't feel peaceful

Kinda contradicting and complicated

And you

My cute friend broke the silence

I feel that the world is so warm and secured when I know you are at the another corner of the world

This few days my mind is so messy

To do or not to do

This or that 

The worst thing is that night

All I have to do is 

Sail to slumberland now

Hope you can sleep well too

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